2016!!!

Those dreams that you have held onto so long that you know are promises of God will bloom from the seed of hope in 2016!!MP

The Fake are Miserable! Love them!

There are those you know that are so fake that they look fake and that is so sad for them!

The fakeness of people will ware off and you will see their true colors! Love them anyway! They need the love more than anyone because they do not love themselves because if they did love them self they would not try to be something they are not! MP

You Will Make It

You can not fight harshness with harshness because it only produces hate in the atmosphere. So hard I know to take the mean words being thrown at you, especially when it's family doing it, but I promise it hurts less to stand there and take the words than to shout words you will later regret or would cause the verbal confrontation to turn into physical confrontation and not on your part.

In  the moments of despair is when you have to depend on the love light of God within because if not you can easily fall into a depression that will birth doubt which produces hopelessness so easily!

Trust and Believe! It will not always be this way! You will not cry all the time one day I promise! Greatness ahead just stay the course! It hurts and so hard but stay the course! You will make it! I know cause I am too!!!

You Are not alone! 

MP

Serenity

Sometimes to be silent you have to step away from the noise of this world! In the silence you find strength as you rest in the Garden of Serenity. And refocus on the one that makes any kind if sense in the madness and that is Jesus!

MP💜

Chose Love

Chose to not allow yesterday's heartbreak to become today's regret. Instead allow it to be stepping stones into your growth process that is the refiner fire of God, that he will

Use to develop and reform you to be who God created you to be long before the world got in.

Precious thing is Abba never leaves! He is Always right there with you and is there in case you cry out to him. 

Like a parent to a new born baby who listens carefully for the baby to cry out so they can run to the baby for comfort..same with God!! He is there;)

MP

My Story is Their Story

My  story is a story of someone who never gave up on Love! 

My story is about how I have searched my whole life for love and I never gave up on one day of finding it, even through all the abuse, drugs, running, prison of my own making, tears, cutting, through it all I never gave up. And I found it! I found the love inside of me that was there the whole time. I just had to believe in it and sustain the power within to take a hold of it and allow it to consume me and change me forever.

My story is about learning to let go!  Let go of what was so that I can embrace today and all of its possibilities. 

My story is about a little girl who was lost but now is found and all her demons of her past have been laid to rest.

My story is about freedom! Freedom from the chains of judgment, self pity, shame,...freedom to spread my wings and soar above all that tries to weigh me down. Freedom is a choice I choose daily!

My story is  I live to show love in all ways and be love in all things.  No matter how many times this life knocks me down and  I cry while broken, tears of regret and loneliness..I still stand! I still know this life is worthy of living it always no matter what! Just have to stand through the storm because the peace and calmness that follows is your strength!

My story is I stand on truth and love because at the end of day when I have two beautiful little eyes looking up to me, their mother, My story is their story and I will make it count! I will make this life a life of love and happiness for them! I will be a trail blazer for my girls to come up be behind me and not have to face all the challenges I have had to face.

My story is Love, My story is Life!

My Love Story has just Begun! MP

You Are Beautiful

You are Beautiful! You are Courageous! You have lived through the storms of this life and you are standing strong. You are a fighter! You are a Woman of God in the truest sense! 

You are Brave! You are Forgiven! You are Free! You are the reason Jesus is! You are Hope to someone! You are Love to someone! You are the Vessel that God is using to be a beacon in the darkness that will set the captives free! You are Magnificent with the Glory of God all around you!

So just rest in the love of Jesus! For you are drenched to the core! The love light of Jesus is So Beautiful on you! You Are Loved!

MP

You Are Ready

Amen!!! You are ordained, called, anointed child of God!! You don't have to go to school to be used by God to do amazing things!! The spirit of God is in you now and knowledge will be bestowed upon you by God! 

So don't think you have to be schooled by college to be used oh no!

Be schooled by Holy Spirit and  the greatest teacher of all Father God! MP

Just Believe!

Trust the process! Just because you do not see anything happening does not mean there is nothing happening! Believe in the unseen and watch the miraculous power of  God work in your life.MP

Caged Bird No More

My Child of Love,

You have been like a caged bird for to long. You have not been able to spread your spiritual wings because the cage has not been big enough.

I am telling you now You are FREE!!and no longer caged! You can now spread those beautiful spiritual wings out to their full length and soar. 

At first you will be shaky as you learn to soar. But each day as I teach you and guide you..your wings become stronger. 

As your confidence in your self becomes more bold and as you are letting go of the old..you are soaring higher and higher.

My Child, As you learn to trust in me more and more and as your faith is becoming more  in tune with your heart..you are soaring so high that from the ground you can barely be seen.

I will warn you there will be storms My Precious One, but if you allow me I will teach you how to let the winds of the storms push you  higher than you ever have been before!

So yes you are free! It is your time to Rise and Shine so bright with my Glory light shining through you! 

 

My Precious Warrior of Love, I know all you have come through to where you are today and I am so Proud of you for allowing me to carry you at times and other times I just held you as you cried but all that is ok because it doesn't matter how many times you have fallen, you never gave up! You  got right back up!!  And for that I shed that fatherly tear of pride when I look at you! 

I will share with you my Love everyday for the  rest of your life and even when your with me in Heaven because you are the reason that I AM. 

 -Abba, Father God

MP

Confidence is Beautiful

When you have confidence in yourself, God give confidence, it makes you brave and courageous! 

Because the confidence within is from the lover of our souls!

It's like a little seed that needs to be nourished by the word of God and watered with self love! 

Confidence allows you to look people in the eye and not be afraid because you know you are loved!!

Confidence is a beautiful thing and pushes you out of your comfort zone! 

Be brave!! You got this!

MP

You Are Free! Stop living like a Prisoner!

You are Free! So stop

Living as if the prison doors are shut! 

FREEDOM!! Is yours! But it is a choice. You can chose to be free or chose to be enslaved to the prison walls of sin that are locked up by unforgiveness, and pride. 

The Key of Love that causes forgiveness to flow so freely and sets captives free is yours! 

Freedom is yours!  Just lift your hands in surrender and allow the fatherly love of God to break every chain. 

Freedom! Is a state of mind and of spirit! 

Love is waiting! Love is life! 

Chose freedom! Chose love! Chose life!

MP

2015/2016

2015 I have lost it all but gained  so much more!! See I lost my car and apartment start of the year and moved back home. 

Since being home I  have been tempted with every single one of my old pressure buttons that when pressed would cause me to stumble... This year all the old familiar spirits have come on me and before back in the day I would give in but no not this year. (See the house I moved back to is where I was when I was on drugs. I never did drugs in this house but I have been strung out here, cops have been here numerous times 11 years ago, so much has happened here, freedom and love and now Jesus!!!)

This year of freedom and reformation on such a deep level! I have had much needed surgery to physically prepare me, I have finally been able to have a certain thorn taking out of my flesh that has been there 20 years to spiritually prepare me. 

God has had to remove me to reform me so he can then redirect me to resume His call, His Glory! 

2016 I'm ready!! No looking back! Going full speed into this and Praise God he is driving:) MP

Life Happens

Life happens! It does! Some days it is full of joy and happiness and others days it's full of ugly and blah! 

But it's on this ugly blah days you find joy in anything you can! I know some days for me I find joy in just not having to get dressed for work and wearing PJs all day, not brushing my hair, no makeup, nothing!! That's my joy!!(Amen!!;) )

Life happens on the good days and the blah ugly days there is joy! Just got to search for it more somedays than others! 

One thing is for sure! Do not base your life on what others say about their life on social media or the fake (I think ridiculous and so fake and scripted!)   Reality shows on TV! because I promise you they are not true or real on any sense! 

Base who you are and how you feel on being real and honest with yourself! Some days you just don't care! And that's ok! Life happens! 

And it's going to stink some days! It's going to be ugly and blah like I said! 

Embrace the yucky days as you do the happy days! Because all of it put together is life, is your life! 

Your incredible life where you have the chance every day to reinvent your life by the Mercy and Grace of our Amazing Jesus!

MP 

Fresh Anointing, New Mantle

To believe you are anything less than extraordinary would be to believe a lie! 

You are amazingly crafted together by the masters loving hands! Every hair, every freckle, every eye lash was chosen just for you. 

You have a special greatness that is within you that Abba placed there for a particular moment In time when the stars align just right, and the heavens open, and the Holy Spirit, Your spirit, and the love light from Heaven intertwine... This is when that greatness within comes forth and Heaven and Earth meet. Your destiny, what you were placed here on earth for. 

The preparation season you are in is so that God can instill in you His character, and strengthen you for the journey that's about to be. 

You have prayed so long for this and it's about time for the shift in your life from just living to living in Blessings, from making it paycheck -to-paycheck  to abundant fresh Manna from Heaven, from being the black sheep and all alone to overflowing with the presence of God. 

You stayed the course! Through it all you did not give up! 

It's your time! God has placed the people in your life He is using for them to catapult you forward into the supernatural calling Jesus has on your life! A fresh mantle, a new anointing! It is time;) 

Praise God!!!

MP

Vision For Today, This Season,

Amen!!!!! Regarding all the craziness, darkness, evil and violence that seem to overtaking the world and was really laying heavy on my heart. I was in prayer and God showed me a precious vision that set me on fire!!! 

Because the reason the darkness and the evil hearts of so many seem to be winning, or seem to be overtaking our world....

This is because God, Father God, the Almighty One, the Beginning and the end, the Alpha and the Omega, the bright shinning star!!....Father God is releasing His spirit so freely and so abundantly right now in this season..that the dry bones are shouting Glory! The wayward ones comming home, the dead are rising, the deaf are hearing those that can not see are seeing! My God is revealing so much to so many right now! Chains are breaking! Prison doors swinging open! He is here! He is here! God in All His mighty splendor and victorious ways is Here! 

The enemy knows this so the enemy is giving it all one final punch, one final pull to bring, to try and bring, so many back to hell with Him....

But Praise God!!!!!! The darkness can not stand the light! 

The darkness has to flee when light enters! 

So yes there is so much violence, killings, terrorism, uncertainty, because all this is birthed by the enemy...but what you don not see because God isn't about media Glory but about Sanctified spiritual glory and growth! So what you do not see is the mighty spiritual awakening taking place! 

But soon oh so soon the depths of it all will be revealed by God, through His warriors! Praise God! MP

Be The Hope!

I have an exciting weekend ahead and I'm so Blessed;) 

I will be speaking Saturday at a luncheon and Sun  doing a radio interview! I'm praying those that need hope will hear the love of Jesus through the words He speaks through me! 

Because that is what it is all about! Not is at all! 

But about sharing hope and love even with just one person because see that one person can spread hope and love with one person and continue on and on.. And before you know it we have a Hope wildfire, Hope

In Jesus! 

And it all started with that first step of obedience;)

Be Blessed!

MP

America The land of the Offended!

I would hate to be in advertising in America right now. Because everybody is being offended by everything! 

You may get in trouble for having a beautiful child in your campaign because she has brown hair... and someone somewhere with to much time on their hands or they are miserable and want to cause others misery thinks that brown hair girl should have blonde hair and that if you don't make her brown hair blonde or if you don't have a blonde hair girl

In your commercial the you will be sued! ....that's how ridiculous  we are getting! Everyone offended by something....and that something is usually not even worth being offended over!  I probably offended someone with this post! 

So sad!MP

Hold Your Beautiful Head high

You are a Beautiful and Mighty woman of God who settled for no less than what you deserve! 

You are a Queen, a woman of Glorious proportions who looks fear in the eyes and laughs because you know who is standing right behind you is Mighty and Strong and will jump in front and protect you and stand in between you and evil. He has you covered from head to toe and this gives you  the confidence to tell death to go on because you don't have time to play around today!  

You are Blessed and Highly favored so much  that when you wake in the morning the devil and all his little ones have to run in fear because you have arrived and are ready for the day. 

Your Beauty is that of a dandelion, others may look at you  and see ordinary, but set you apart and  give you the chance and you will shine so glorious and bright! 

You are fierce yes, but also have the most tender heart and often cry behind closed doors that only you and God know about.

You are bold and yet you are humble! 

You are mighty and yet you are meek! 

You are a Beautiful and Strong Woman and yet you have the wonder and heart of a child! 

There is no other like you! There is no one else  who can face what you have faced and not only still be standing,  but are using what you have lived through as a mighty fortress to bring others out of the darkness you were in. 

See you have discovered the secret to being strong and that is to never ever think it is you, but always know without God you are Nothing! 

You have discovered that the secret to success and happiness is lifting others up above you and being their ladder so that they can reach greatness and succeed, that to you is True Success! 

So you straighten those shoulders and hold that beautiful head high! You are Gorgeous with the love light of Abba shining so brightly through you!

MP

Feel the Pain and Move On

It hurts to be completely wrong about a person or a situation! Oh I get it!! 

But maybe just maybe God shows you the truth to save you from even deeper headache down the road. So cry it's ok to cry. You need to feel this heartache. So then you will remember this and learn from this and then move on! 

Life happens. Heartache happens! It's not fair but it's life! 

So feel the hurt and move on! Do not become a victim of the pain and stay in the pain or you will become a prisoner of the pain.

Just feel it, learn from it, move on! 

MP

Do Not Believe Gossiping Lies

Do not base who a person is on what you have heard about them and so before you even meet them you have this opinion about them that is false and inaccurate. Or you already know this person and you listen to what others say about this person and so you let that totally change what you know Holy Spirit is saying to you about this person.(which is total opposite of what you have heard)

This is not fair to the other person and you miss out on meeting a pretty amazing person! 

MP

I am Not God

One day I am praying so much craziness will make sense and my understanding will be enlightened with the knowledge of the Lord because right now I feel like a Fish out of water and nothing and I mean nothing makes sense to me. 

I prayed this this morning and God just chuckled so sweetly and said that I am not God and I need to allow Him to be God. 

Which is soooooo true! 

So many times in life we try to take things upon ourselves and work them out, try to force them to work out, the way we think and they never do work out that way cause that's not the way God wants it to be.

And so you feel like you keep going back and forth with the same issues until you have a Fatherly talk with Abba and he tells you so kindly that you need to get out of His way! And allow Him to Be God!

Yes so that's  my life..I am not God!;)

MP

There

Did you ever stop to think that some of the people who have hurt you and caused you pain... Maybe they were never meant to be apart of your life...they were not in the will of God for your life...what if they were in your life be because you let them in, God didn't, you did, out of your free will. 

So stop Blaming God for the pain you are feeling because if you would have listened to Him you would not be hurting now! 

God is still there though! Still loving and holding you through your mess...Because His love is Unconditional and Never changes! He will Never leave you or drop you like others do!! He is there for the long haul because that is what people who Truly love you are...there, Always and Forever No Matter what! MP

Don't Believe What you See

She may seem like a beauty queen,

She may be all you dreamed of being,

But what you fail to see,

Is how she hates her reality.

She cries herself to sleep at night,

Wishing she could be more than just  a pretty face in the bright lights.

She is so strong and so full of courage as you see her on stage,

She is speaking so positively, so eloquently, she is true blue no mistake.

You would not believe it, but when she walks in the doors of her house she is in a prison cell,

All her loved ones do is call her harsh names and scream so hateful and yell.

So she screams into her pillow at night and cries her self to sleep.

Praying to God above one day, one day she will be free.

She has no nice clothes, she has holes in her shirt,

Her hair is brushed a little and her nails are full of dirt.

You would look at her and think poor thing.

But what you do not see is

She is full of life, full of love, she's so dirty because she just was rescued from a flood.

She also helped to rescue some people who were trapped in a tree,

She is so grateful to be alive and does not care how she may appear to you and to me.

So before you judge anyone again by what you see, or hear, or read,

Pray and ask God to reveal to you the truth, the real, the unseen.

MP

You are Loved

No matter what you have done or have not done.  No matter what you do or do not do. No matter where you go or do not go. No matter how you feel or do not feel. No matter what you have or do not have. No matter ANYTHING! 

No sin you sin will make God love you any less! 

You are loved forever and always and He will Never leave you! 

I thought He left me but looking back I see God never left me and came running the moment I cried out. 

Just Believe! 

MP

Single

With Christmas upon us and spending time with family and friends. To all my single folks; when they (married family members or friends that are married it's never the single ones that ask this) ask you about when are you going to find that special one or however they word it. 

You tell them you have been over qualified for all the ones that you have met this far and that you are waiting for the one that is not afraid of your gifting from God but embraces your uniqueness because he or she too has the same uniqueness, the person God has for you is going to be strong when you are weak and you will be strong for them when they are weak. 

The person God has for you is just human like you and not perfect so don't put him or her up on a pedestal but allow them to be themselves and have flaws and make mistakes because honestly to me I think that's my favorite part because it sets them apart and not like anyone else! 

Never Ever settle less for what you deserve Ever!!

So do not lose hope my friend! God has got you and one day soon in Gods timing you two will meet!💜 (I'm right there with you. Reading this to myself;) ) MP

No more silence

I wish I would have been told about people who will target you to introduce you to drugs and then to the dark world of the sex trafficking disguised as the sex trade. I wish I would have been warned how a man can take an 18 year old and manipulate her and disguise himself as all she ever wanted, ever needed, and before she knows it he is feeding her drugs and inviting his friends over for sexual favors while she is so blasted she can not walk straight. 

I wish I would have been warned that there are people like that out there that target young girls and boys and know exactly what to say and what to do to get them to trust them and fall hard for them and before they know it they are now prostituting the streets with no self worth, no freedom because the drugs are in control, no hope! 

We have to educate the young ones to save a generation! We have to get knowledge to them about what evil predators are! Lack of knowledge causes a person to be victim of the war! And this is a war! And we have to fight! 

Get out of our comfort zones and declare war on the predator spirit!

Because that is the core issue with sex trafficking! 

The men and women who are involved in this have the predator spirit! And the young ones or not so young ones (because all ages) they have the victim Spirit. And the predator spirit is attracted to the victim sprint and the victim spirit to the predator spirit. Darkness to light, negative to positive, death to life! 

It's all spiritual and I could go on and on but just know to pray against the predator spirit and to pray victim spirit to be broken off to. 

Protection and love for all!

Jesus knows! We just have to do something! MP

Love Love Love

I LOVE LOVE!!

LOVE sets captives free!!💜

Love is the only Constant in this crazy world! Love is the light that goes into the darkness to just let someone know that they are not alone! Love is the very fabric of our being! Love is what makes you try more time, just go one more day! Love is freedom! Love gives you the confidence and power to spread your beautiful wings and soar! Love is truth when all we seem to be surrounded by are lies in this world! Love breaks the chains of fear and opens the prison door of condemnation!

We were created by love to be love for love! 

The definition of Jesus is LOVE!!!

MP

New Breed!

We have to reach this generation and the old "throwing bible in their face" is not going to work at all! 

We have to strip down and be vulnerable and real because the hiding behind the pulpit days are over! 

This generation can spot fake a mile off and some probably most can quote bible verses just as good if not better than you! 

We have to show them Real! Show them true Grace! If they fall they need to know it's ok..you are not alone but we are there to help you, pick you up with unconditional love and non judgement! 

And if it's a thousand times you fall them guess what... a thousand times we will be there! 

That's how it has to be or this fatherless generation will not be reached! 

Love, GRACE, And understanding!

This generation needs to know they are ok, they are not alone! They are loved! And someone believes in them! They do not have to be perfectly! And it's ok to not fit in!

So get out of your comfortable pews, step away from your cliques for  just  a moment, and go into Hedges, go into the streets, turn on the news, go into your child's room... You will hear the  cry of desperation for more! 

The cry for freedom from the religion, the need for acceptance, the need for unconditional love!!

So Be real! Be Love!! 

Deny your Religious Duties, and embrace the New Breed Of Christians, Hard Core, Sold Out, Supernatural Breed!!

MP

Birthing Revival

We hold the keys within to unlocking Heaven on earth! Releasing into the atmosphere the supernatural power of Abba to flood the gates of our cities! To bring to their knees all the darkness within and all the corruption all about! 

The keys will catapult us into the Holy Spirit, Spiritual realm colliding with the physical realm! 

That is Revival my friend! When the spiritual supernatural realm collides with the physical realm and the desperation in the prayers of the Chosen are intwined with Hunger! 

MP

Testimony of Love

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=Ywrm3hqqJPY&sns=fb

That's is the link to the full interview I did this past Saturday on RadioAirJesus.com

All about sharing the Redemtive Love of Abba

I am just me

You may look at me and see a mess. I am not into fashion, my hair is what it is, my makeup may not be perfect..and so you may judge by my outward appearance and think "poor thing".

If only you could se me through spiritual glasses. You would se my spirit is 6 ft tall and shining bright with the glory of the Lord. My hair is in waves and waves of splendor and my makeup is the finest you have ever seen. 

I do not fit into this worlds view of "Beauty" and I NEVER want to EVER! Because I love the person I  am and the person God is healing and creating me to be;) 

I will never be the one hiding behind trying to fit into the crowd and looking like everyone else. Nope I am me and what you see is what you get!

My identity is in God not in this worlds view of acceptance and following the latest silly trend with clothes or anything.

MP

Do Not Listen to Haters

No matter what people may say..No Matter what people may do...No matter the lies that are spread...No matter any of that!! 

Do not allow their foolishness to distract you and cause you to question yourself or your walk! 

I did that for so long until I realized, well No, until God told me..."What they say and do is out of their own fear and wounding. People are Afraid of what they don't understand! Do not allow them to hurt you! All that matters is what I say and how I feel!"

And we know that Gods says we are Redeemed, Victorious, Chosen and we have Greatness ahead! 

So you hold that head high you amazing, Holy Child of God!! 

You are  loved and adored by God on high!!MP

Leave The Door Shut!!

If you remain in a situation or in a place that you know God has shut the door on, but you remain and or keep returning...You wonder why your heart keeps breaking?? You keep getting wounded??? 

God shut the door for a reason! To get you out! He never meant for the door to be reopened by you!

God can not promote you to higher destination, one step closer on your journey with Him, if you remain somewhere that is putting concrete all around you spiritually and you can not move forward! 

So you want growth? You need to step out the door and throw away the key!!

The unknown is scary! Step of Faith can be scary! 

But what is more scary is looking back on your life and realize you never fulfilled your destiny, your call, because you remained somewhere because it was safe!

MP

Victory in the Fight

You do not learn to fight when there is no war! You do not learn to battle when there is peace! 

No, your character is developed with Everytime you fall down you get back up, with every trial you fight, every assault of the enemy you stand strong, every firey dart sent to destroy you from the enemy, you turn into an altar of Praise!

So yes you may be going through a battle for your life it may seem...just keep standing! Keep Praying! Keep doing what your doing! Because soon very soon Victory will be and you will be stronger than you were before, your character will be more like Abba's, and you battle cry will be now your freedom cheer! 

MP

PRAY

You want freedom??? We need to pray!

You want fear to be gone in our country??

We need to pray!

You want people in our country to stop getting offended over EVERYTHING??

We need to pray!

You want our country to be protected against terrorists seen and unseen??

We need to pray! 

You want our religious freedom to remain free??

We need pray!!

You want our leaders to be God fearing?

We need to pray!!

You want the our country to be restored to what our founder fathers decreed and made the cornerstone, the foundation of this Beautiful land..which is "One Nation Under God!!"..God was and is the foundation! The foundation may seem like its crumbling..

We need to pray!!

MP

if my people, who are called by my name, will humble themselves and pray and seek my face and turn from their wicked ways, then I will hear from heaven, and I will forgive their sin and will heal their land

-2 Chronicles 7:14

He is Still Working On Me

We are all a work in progress!! Remember Jesus says come as you are..all your mess..all your junk...all your habits and addictions...secret and known...come as you are!! 

We are ALL equal in the eyes of God! No one is better than the other... No one is more important in the eyes of God than the next!..No sin is greater than the next sin! 

And yes we ALL have sinned and fallen  short of the Glory of God ALL of us do/have! That is why there is Grace and Mercy! 

God looks at our heart! And that brings me such peace because I know when He looks at our heart he knows our motives and the truth! 

Where others look at the outside and judge by what season in your life they walked in on.

So do not cast your pearls before swine but lean on and entrust all of you to the One who Is And Was and Will always Be! 

To the One who loves you more than you can ever comprehend! Who loves you past your mess and loves you into your core, your being, to the real you! 

Trust in Gods judgment and let the rest of the worlds hypocritical judgement  just flow off of you into the sea of forgetfulness! 

You are created anew! You are not who you were and you are yet who you will be! 

That's ok! It's a process and the precious thing is God is there walking right beside us through it all!

MP

Being Real

I am going to admit something  to you all...I quit smoking a month ago just one month ago after smoking for 20 years. Does this make me any less Christian ofcourse not!!! Religious people think so but I know that I know God knows my heart and has known my heart still is the same from when I smoked to today! 

Condemnation, judgment from others to you because of a bad habit you may still have can hurt and cut you to your core and most of the time they are "Christians" who are doing the judging. 

I personally want to apologize from my heart and say that is NOT how true blue sold out followers of Jesus are! They do not turn their nose up to you if you smoke one pack or a carton a day! Or if you drink!  Dying to flesh is a process and if you try to die to it out of your own strength it will not work! Only the strength of God through you can you do it! 

I've had so much judgement over my smoking before I quit that I allowed it to make me feel less Christian! 

But that is farthest from the truth! It is a heart matter!

I will say I quit smoking because it was the last stronghold my flesh had on me! And I wanted to be completely free of flesh, minus the small daily flesh struggles, but as far as big Flesh struggles smoking was the last thing! 

The weaker your flesh, the stronger your spirit and I desperately want my spirit  soaring in the super natural and for me the road block was smoking and so  I quit finally only through much prayer!!

So be patient and love those you know still struggling with something in their life and if it's you be kind to yourself! You are no less Christian and neither is the person you know struggling! 

I believe in you and God can and desires to be your strength to conqueror this giant but you have to do it for yourself! Because if you do it only to please someone else it will never last! 

MP

Answered Prayer!

Amen!!! I have made so many connections this past couple weeks and Have many up and coming doors opened and blessing me with the chance to share the love of Jesus all over the states:) I am so incredibly humbled and in Awe!! 

I am NOTHING it is all GOD! I am just a willing vessel who lives to LOVE on others and spread the TRUTH of His LOVE!!

I Love being sent! GOD SEND ME! and He is:)

MP

Dancing with Jesus

I close my eyes,

You hold my hand,

I release the stress,

You steady my stand.

I start to cry,

You wipe my tears.

I bow my head,

You erase my fear.

I loosen up and just relax,

You embrace me so.

I just melt in your embrace so pure,

You direct my steps which way to go.

I rest my head on your chest,

You whisper your love.

I just get lost in this peace, in this love,

You just keep us swaying to the heavenly music from above.

Time to leave my Jesus' embrace just for now,

As I was walking away Jesus took my hand into His,

And He whispers so sweet, so true 

"I am always here, always here waiting for you"

MP

Evil

My day started off good then I saw a video on YouTube that just burdened me so.

To all those who are comfortable in your little bubble and don't want to hear anything negative then stop reading now! 

People wake up! ISIS is here and have been for a long time. There are sleeper cells all over the states. They are evil Muslim Radicals who have the Devil as their leader and only care about their fake God and promoting evil! 

What happen in Paris is just the iceberg about what will be unleashed. 

And our Muslim president knows all this! I don't care what religion he is because that is his business but when he starts to put our country at risk by letting all those refugees over here to further fuel the evil

Ones already here there has to be a stop to his madness. But there probably will not be and it will just get worse.

So yes I do not like our President and never have. The first election my stomachs turned and I literally got nauseous when he was elected because I just saw evil being birthed through him to bring forth the Islamic radicals and it was right. 

Do I respect his authority I did but now no I do not. And I know I know your suppose to respect those in authority but my view is  this....when they take it upon themselves to put my children in danger then you have lost all My respect! 

Because allowing those refugees who are evil...to come here to our country and birth more evil that makes the generations to come have the evil overtake their generation more so than ours! 

Prayer yes prayer is the key!! 

I'm telling y'all something major is up because the burden I'm feeling is heavy and strong!! 

We need to pray!!!MP

Mockery

One thing I have seen recently that really upset and shocked me is a beautiful person I know who was so selfless and humble has allowed the lime light to cause them to have to be a part of the "in" crowd, where before, this person had no care, like me, to be in ANY crowd that's focus was so vein and all done in "The name of God"

God showed me that many many many are falling away now but they do not see it as falling away because they have blinders on and refuse to see past their own being....to see the truth! 

They are focused on them and themselves  alone and not on bringing glory to God but are more interested in bringing Glory to themselves! 

If you can not offer them anything as far as being able to advance them in the worldly kingdom then they have no time for you.

Sad thing is in no time they will be dramatically humbled to their knees and cry out for Abba but Abba will say to them "He does not know them because all they did in His name was a mockery and never ordained by Him!"

MP

Realness Rocks!!

Not everyday is pink bunnies and rainbows! Some days just down right are Yuck!!

Be honest be real with your struggle as your real with your praise!

Be translucent and let other see your pain. Others need connection with you and you with them!

There are already so many FAKE people on social media and in person! Be real, be honest, the good ..the bad.. and the ugly..all of it;)

I personally can spot fake a mile off and see  it everywhere! 

When I meet someone who is real and honest and not trying to be who they are not to impress others....I have to say I love them straight from the start! 

Be real!!!! About it all! Be honest!! 

Your honesty today leads the way for others to be honest tomorrow!

MP

Waiting On My Boaz

I'm waiting!! Have been my whole life:)💜💜

I will be honest some days are so unbearable that I feel the loneliness will overtake me. 

I hear people, of course married friends,  who are like "you have your kids, or just be patient and wait upon the Lord." 

And I know they are saying these things out of Love for me but I just want to say "not always does my kids or the love for my Lord take away the loneliness I feel for my soul mate"

I have dated  (sorda) men but I have never been in love with a man and I have never been married. Partly because of the life I was living. So I can honestly say I do not know what pure love of a man feels like.  

But I'm not giving up and will not settle for any less than what I deserve. 

I have always settled but in past 5 years I have not settled and never will again! 

I'm saying all this to say to

All my single friends...I  am with you!! I understand the loneliness and how it is worse around holidays! You are not alone! 

And to all my single parent single friends... I know it's so hard even trying to date because your not just dating for you but your kids too! 

It's like a job interview almost and you do not know how to make it not!! 

Your like FBI agent and can not enjoy the date sometimes or your so tired from working and taking care of your child or children you don't know how to enjoy yourself. 

All I can say is just breathe!! Allow your self  to have fun and don't think about it to much! 

Just enjoy yourself and if meant to be then everything will unfold and if not that's ok. 

MP

Undercover Boss

Undercover Boss makes me Cry every time I watch it!!💜😭

This show goes to show when you show someone love and that you believe in them...they will move mountains and soar!

MP

Love these lyrics

I love these lyrics!! 

Martina Mcbride song:

From The Ashes"

My right hand holds matches

My left holds my past

I hope the wind catches

And burns it down fast

I'm gonna step into the fire

With my failures and my shame

And wave goodbye to yesterday

As I dance among the flames

So don't try to save me now

Let the walls of my world all burn down

Just stand back and wait 'til the smoke finally passes

And I will rise

From the ashes

From the ashes

From the ashes

For all that I'm losing much more will I gain

The hard part is choosing

To change what needs changed

My step will be much lighter

With these demons off my chest

I'm born a better spirit

And lay the old to rest

So don't try to save me now

Let the walls of my world all burn down

Just stand back and wait 'til the smoke finally passes

And I will rise

From the ashes

From the ashes

From the ashes

And I'll walk away stronger

I will be flyin'

Higher and truer

Than I've flown before

My right hand holds matches

My left holds my past

I hope the wind catches

And burns it down fast

Pray For Paris!!!

You Have Me Confused with A Fatherless Child! I'm a Child of the King

Devil and no man can stop me now!! I have come to far to get trapped in small minded people's views of how I should act and how I should be! 

I refuse to ever Be silenced again! 

I will be bold and stand proud and raise my voice at all times! I was silenced to long l...NO more! 

To quit is not in my vocabulary! Oh no!!  So go ahead and shut the doors you think will break me! Because God will open bigger doors used to promote me! 

God is counting on me for Him through me to lead His children out of Darkness, prison, and bondage and shout loud to the enemy LET MY PEOPLE GO! 

So go ahead throw your best Fiery dart Devil, man, world, anyone! I will NOT be moved!!

I have  my Precious Jesus with me and Greatness ahead and Nothing behind me but death and smoke! Because I just came out of the Fiery Furnace and I will Never Be the Same!! 

Give up? I'm sorry I don't speak that language anymore! 

MP

FREE By Love!

There is Hope!! There is a way out, redemption for addiction!! 

I shot  up meth for years and done all

Other types of speed as well. I was prostituting at night and hustling during day. Still God never gave up on me! I gave up on myself! But God never did and He came running as soon as I bottomed out and in desperation cried out for Help..He was there! He came no matter the darkness that was around me, or the filth about me He came! 

He saw His precious child in need of Love and Help and He came!

He told the enemy who had me wrapped in His arms "Let my Daughter Go!"

And the Devil trembled and dropped me and God caught me and wrapped me in His arms and spoke the sweetest words "It is Finished my precious One! I am here! Let's Go Home" 

Jesus! Jesus is the answer!! MP

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Different Is Beautiful

You are Uniquely created with Love as the very essence of your being! 

Do not try to "fit in" because you were never created to fit in! 

You were created to stand apart from the crowd! Because when you try to be a part of the crowd you end up Acting like the crowd and this  dilutes the amazing You that is full of creativity and giftings  For God... to be used to bring His precious Children out of bondage into freedom! 

So be the Amazing You that You were created to be!! 

God would Never Change a thing about you!! So don't you know that means your Perfectly Different!

MP

God Amazes Me

God is showing off now;) I'm just Amazed!! 

What a Mighty God we serve!!

He makes the impossible possible!!

When man shuts the doors on your dream, your destiny  that's ok because Gods timing is Perfect!! Just because someone has said NO to you or has blocked your dreams/Destiny...Do not let those dreams Go!! Allow their NO to be your KNOW that you KNOW your dream on your heart is what you are called to do!! Because if it was not then the enemy would not he Blocking your dream/Destiny so hard!

But no matter how the enemy tries to block your dream, your destiny...when God says Its Time..it is time!! And No power of Hell will ever prevail against you!!

Praise God!!!

MP

Being Real

I think a ministry without the super natural as the basis with Gods love, Is just a group of people who get together to just hear each other talk!;)MP

SO Thankful!!

I have journals from 2004 to present that I am starting to go through because I am writing a book (YAY)! 

I have to say I am so Grateful and so Humbled at the Loving Patience of God because reading some of these entries I would have left me a long time ago!

Praise God He Never leaves us as He finds us but Renews our Minds and strengthens and heals us daily! 

SO So Thankful!!! MP

Rejection and Offense

I'm going to say  this and if it offends you well that's between you and God;)

Rejection is a spirit! Offense is like the thing rejection feeds off of! The more the offense the stronger the spirit of rejection can be. 

I never studied about this I just have lived  through  it my whole life until recently very very recently God opened my eyes to this and healed me too. 

I'm saying all this to say I recognize rejection  in people a mile off!It can spread like poison from one person to another through hate talk or poor pitiful me talk. You can be around someone and they start this talk and all of a sudden you are angry and feel hurt and you have no reason to...this is the spirit of rejection coming upon you!Rebuke and pray it off. 

Because just as it spreads like a  poison amongst people it does the same within you! And before you know it your engulfed in anger and resentment which brings on offense. 

I was angry for so so long as so many were because they were hurt in a church. What God showed me just the other day is that if I allow someone in church to hurt me and cause me to be offended, then how is He going to be able to use me to be love to the world if I cannot love and show grace to my fellow brothers and sisters in Christ?

Rejection is a spirit from the enemy of our souls and let me just say this: I have been around leaders of Ministry, so called Prophets, etc, who operate their ministry out of rejection and the foundation of their ministry is rejection which is so far off from the word of God and Love that the ministry becomes about them, poor pitiful them and not God. 

I will say this Praise God for the Church I have been at for years because I know that I know the foundation is on God, about God, and the ministry is LOVE! I have made many mistakes because of the rejection spirit that I use to have and I have ran many times from this church but God always brings me back and yes I have been hurt at this church!! But show me a perfect church and I will show you a mirror because no church is perfect!! We are imperfect! Life happens! You will get hurt! Grace is the key!! 

Guard your heart always!! If someone or something does not settle with your spirit then Pray and ask God to show you why!! 

MP

Discipline

Ok so I am praying that God will put more hours in the day! 

Seriously! I work full time and I am a mommy full time and I just need to find time to write this book within. 

So I am getting a petition together to submit  to congress for more hours in the day! 

They are approving all

Kinds of nonsense so why not this;)

-I'm joking! 

But have you ever felt that way! If only there were more hours in the day then you could get so much more done.

What if there are enough hours in the day but your discipline is lacking in the area you need more time in?

Yep! Holy Spirit slap in the face with love! 

That's the answer I got! I was hoping God would be like "Oh poor you, your so busy, so much to do, no time to write..."

No that was not the answer I got at all. 

"What if there are enough hours in the day but your discipline is lacking in the area you need more time in?"

Was answer I received.

But then again did I expect God to sugar coat the truth? 

Discipline is the key to more time! Because if you are disciplined then you don't procrastinate. 

MP

Oh this is good!! The devil is not anything like the movies portray him as at all! He does not have horns and all that nonsense! In fact  he was the most Beautiful angel of all before the fall. 

I firmly believe that the enemy will do whatever the enemy has to do and come in what ever form,to pervert the desires of your heart in such a way to get you to fall, second guess your wall walk, anything!

I have learned this far that when the enemy does this...Our Precious Savior always has a way of escape for you land this gives you an out to not give into temptation! 

And if by chance you fall and give into temptation:..allow the Love of God and his Mercy and Grace to cover you and pick you back up after you repent. Do not allow the enemy of our souls to keep you in contempt and keep you full of condemnation! 

So yes the Devil is out to still, kill, and destroy.

Our Jesus is out to trump all the enemy does and He will conquer and devour the evil ones plans but God can not go past your will. 

So trust and allow God to protect and guide you always and He will! MP

Esther Anointing

Stand strong and allow the anointing of God to flow through you to others! Be Brave and of supernatural courage as you partake in the miraculous ways of the Lord! 

You were chosen for such a time as this to arise and take your stand. You were set aside, so come out of hiding and watch what My Abba is about to do! 

MP

Be the Love

I pray this every morning!! For God to send me someone just to love on and just be there for. Because if God sends me just one person then that is one less lonely and hopeless person in the world. One persons life matters! Pray this with me today. Let's be the difference this world so desperately needs💜MP

It Is Time

It is time! 

It is time to step out onto the Clift of Fear and jump off and allowing your wings of Faith to soar high and free, being directed by wind of Abbas love! 

It is time for change, for growth, for healing! 

What once held you back is going to push you forward, what once were the chains that bound you are going to be used to bind the enemy,

What has caused you so much inner turmoil and pain is now used as altar of Praise! 

What you use to think could never become true in your life will soon be your new reality! 

It's time to Believe! Even if you don't see all the puzzle pieces coming together...they are! And the way the puzzle pieces stick

Together to form the glorious picture of your destiny  is by your faith, your faith is the glue! Your faith in believing and  knowing that what you have prayed for and dreamed for all these years WILL be! 

It is time to just Be and allow God to direct your path, that will guide you to the place your heart calls home!

It is Time!

MP

Fire of Love, Quake of Freedom!

Freedom!!!! Freedom!!! Those that are bound will be free! Those that have been in chains will be loosed! Those that are prisoner by darkness God is opening the doors of your prison with the keys of righteousness and your are Free!

No power in Hell can come against who God  ordains and win! Who God sets free is free indeed! 

A great awakening! A great shaking is coming forth' as all the prison doors are open and all the chains fall to the floor there will be a mighty shaking! 

A holy quake! 

A freedom fire will break loose and all that has kept you prisoner will be burned! All the lies of the enemy, all that Kept you distracted from moving forward, all the years of torment all

Of it is being burned and no more! 

Freedom! You are free! 

Free from the pain! Free from the lies! Free from the torment! Free from the enemy! Free from your past! Free!!'

MP

Child of Miracles

My Child of Miracles, 

You  are starting  on a journey that only you can take, a journey of adventure and a journey full of the harvest and there will be attacks but you are surrounded by such a  cloud of witnesses that at nothing can come close to you because it has to come through me first.

You are starting the new chapter in your life with fresh anointing, a mantle has been placed upon you.. My power that has been  placed within is about to open up and like a rushing water, this will flow through you onto others and they will be free, and healed.

When you open your mouth to speak I will speak through you and the words I will say will be fast like lightening and loud like thunder because I am raging a War against the dark forces and Nothing will stop me from freeing my Children who have been in bondage and imprisoned to long by the darkness. I say No more! 

It is Time and you my amazing Child, You are the vessel I have chosen in which to start a fire! A mighty, strong fire that will burn out of control and will engulf this land!! This is a Holy Ghost fire!

Oh I have waited so long for this season to be! I have waited so long for you to let it all go, ignore the enemy, deny your flesh and totally surrender onto me, onto the call I have on your life and now that you have... Flood gates will open! 

Be bold and of Supernatural Courage! The shift is complete, the watch,an have sounded, spread those spiritual wings, and soar! 

It is Time, My love, It is Time!

-God

MP

(10/29/2015)

Look Past the Crowd

You cannot base who you are inChrist through the eyes of someone else! 

I did this for so many years and always ended up broken! 

Took a lot of growing up and release for me to finally be able to look past the crowd and unto Abba! 

MP

My Place

I have prayed for so many years to get my story out there because I know God will speak His love to those in bondage. Oh and He has. I shared a different version of my love story on FB recently and I have had so many precious ones message me and tell me their story saying that they never told anyone out of shame but wanted to tell me. 

That right there makes it all worth it! All of the pain and lonliness is nothing now, so small, compared to the peace and love I feel for these that God has entrusted to me and I love them dearly!!!

I struggled for so long to find my place and my place is with the sinners, rejects and outcasts and I love it because that is where the Harvest is and that is where God raises His kings and Queens from! 

They just need love and Hope and to know they are not alone and this allows the seed of life, of God, that has withered for so long.. It comes back to life with love! 

Love them to Jesus!!

MP

God Is The Giver and The Taker

God never takes someone from us without bringing someone to us!

God  never unplants us without replanting elsewhere!

God never takes something out of us without putting something in us. 

He is the giver and the taker but he gives as He takes and He takes so that He can give us better, healed life that aligns up with His calling on our lives. MP

Sex Trafficking

I was a victim of sex trafficking over 11 years ago. I was addicted to drugs and one thing led to another and before I knew it I was working in spas and then got deeper into the web and I was escorting then being pimped and walking streets.  

I was lost for so long in the darkness and I just gave up and into the pain. 

I was rescued by prayers of loved ones and crying out to God on the floor of a crack house and he met me there! 

The years  that followed were so hard because I was so afraid and I did not dare trust men any man! If I was in a group of people for to long and it was quiet  I would have a panic attack and have to Leave because when I was in the darkness, the people would intentionally get me high and bad things happened or I would be so out of it laying down and things would happen and I would just pretend I was passed out because I didn't have the strength to fight. 

I had to learn to think for myself again and I didnt realize how long it had been since anyone asked me what I wanted instead of deciding for me but it had been so many years. 

There were a few times I returned to the clubs and partying and sex because that was all I knew for so long! 

I am finally able to be independent with my thoughts and actions and don't have to keep asking people "is that ok" before doing something. 

I finally know that I have more to offer this world than my body and I can be around men and not think that's all they want.

I still live in the same town all the destruction and  being a prisoner happened.  I drive on the streets I prostituted on everyday and all I can say is the Grace of God is more powerful than anything the enemy can ever do to us! 

Because of the love of God that I was finally at a place in my life few years ago to receive this love, because to me love was sex and I could not tell the difference. But one day He broke through and I felt love! I have never felt love from a man so I am not sure if this is what it feels like but I know it made me feel powerful like I could do anything and comforted like a child all at same time. 

So the road to redemption and freedom after you have been a prisoner in the drugs and sex trade is a long and painful one, but once you get past all the hurt and woundings  you received and your able to look in the mirror and not cry, that is to me Freedom and Love of God in the purest sense! 

The sext trafficking is a real a detrimental horrific prison of torture that takes the victim and strips them of any kind of dignity, self esteem, self worth, identity,...any and everything that makes us human is taken away and the victim is imprisoned and tortured repeatedly. 

We have to do more so much more than we are doing to help stop these animals that are in control of trafficking innocent, precious lives! 

It takes one flicker of hope to start a blaze of freedom through prayer and raising your voice!MP

My Prayer and My Praise

My Praise may look crazy and when I pray I cry, sometimes sob,

Sometimes I am just fighting and taking back all from me that was robbed.

And other times you may think my tears mean I'm upset or in despair, 

 but the tears I cry are not for me they are for so many, in need of freedom, in need of someone to just fight for them or to just care!

I cry for their healing, for their freedom, 

my tears are my battle cry,

To fight the fight of faith, that break the chains and allow the victims to spread their wings and fly! 

Sometimes the tears are because I feel so close to God and they are tears of Praise and of Honor,

Tears of Love and because He is a Wonderful Father! 

I cry because I am forever grateful for where He has brought me from,

And where He is taking me, and for All He has done!

Mostly when I cry it is because I have no words to say,

So my spirit speaks through my tears, only words that Jesus can hear!

So yes My Praise may be radical and my prayer you may not understand,

But to My father, it is Beautiful, as He holds all my tears in His loving hands.

MP

10/20/15

Love

Love is the answer always! Love allows others to shine brighter than you and What others don't see is God uses you as the flame to ignite their hearts to shine bright! MP

Life is Good

I have to say I am loving this season I am in! My girls are growing so beautifully and I love every minuet of it! Allowing God to transform and reform me is an amazing and healing process. Getting to see my mother and grandmother daily and having my girls be able to love them and learn from them is priceless.

My job I absolutely adore! 

So yea this season in my life I am quite at peace with and could not ask for more than the Blessings and love I feel daily and the satisfaction.

When you are aligned on the right path with the Lord you feel this peace that you can not describe and everytime you try to describe it you get this Huge smile on your face;) That's me, So Thankful and so Grateful!!!

MP

Grace is God! Condemnation is Man and Enemy!

Amen!!! Oh Amen!!! Gods Grace is Sufficient! Others may show judgment and condemnation but God loves past our faults and we should do the same! We do not return judgment and condemnation with the same No! We return to them Love and Grace! 

No matter if the person has a leadership role or not in work, church, school it doesn't matter! If they treat you like your past and judge you through their hurt and their flesh and not show you Grace of God then you should still show them Grace! Maybe from a distance but still show them Grace!

They can't help it they are stuck in their own pain and operating out  of their flesh. God may be using you to teach them the error of their ways! 

God knows! Just have trust and believe!  Do not run! Do not quit! Do not dare allow someone to dictate your life by their mistakes! 

Like I said all that matters is God knows!! He is working things out that you know nothing about! So cry if you need cause I know the pain is deep and the hurt is fresh! But don't run! Instead rest in the loving arms of Abba who loves you so deeply with unconditional, pure love! Take it all in prayer to Abba and He will give you peace! You are Redeemed! You are Loved! You are Free!MP

Healing Process

When things in your life feel like they are falling apart.. In these moments God is stripping away all that was never meant to be and putting your life back together the way it should be..the way He created your life to be. 

It is a very painful process but see through the pain there is healing! When you have a physical wound there is pain but as it heals the pain becomes less and less. The same with the pain in spiritual healing. As you heal the pain will become less and less.

Trust in God through this process and He will comfort you and walk beside you and sometimes carry you through when it becomes to much to handle. 

MP

Everlasting Love

Precious One,

 I know, I know  so many things do not make sense and all the wrong that you see all around you weighs heavy on your heart. Your heart is pure and your heart is full of love for others so much that that love causes you heartache when others take you for granted. 

You are my Beautiful one in whom I have invested so much in. When I look at you I see my child, my love, with a heart like a child so full of love and wonder. I have seen your heart break and I have watched as others have  hurt you so. And I cried with you as you have scream into the night, with  your tear drenched face. You have never been alone. I was holding you so tightly and close to me. 

 My Child, You have to trust in me. When things are at peace and when the storm rages you have to trust! I am for you! I am so proud of you! 

One day others will see what I see when I look at you and that is a Courageous, Loving Warrior who has faced the fiery darts and you  have stood strong through it all.  

One day they will see the majestic power of my love flowing through you so heavily that when people look at you they will know you are Chosen. 

I am your Father and you are my love forevermore and always I am fighting for you, with you, beside you and I promise to Never leave you! I love you!

-God

MP

You Are Going To Make It!

You are going to make it! You are going to come through this battle! The pain will end! The tears will stop! You will see the sun shining through again! 

The Giants that have come against you will fall in defeat! The doors that keep shutting will remain shut but a new door, the right door, will open! The chains that bind you will break loose and fall to the ground! Addictions that keep you prisoner will be lifted! 

You will have Hope again! You will be able to love again! You will not be angry forever! You will have faith again! 

I know all of this because I have come through all of this with the Grace and Power of Father God and He can and will do the same and more for you! Just have Faith and Believe and keep pushing through and standing on the Truth that God loves you!You are Not a Mistake! You were created By Love..For Love...To Be Love! You are Not Alone!

So carry on Precious one! The battle will not be forever! I Promise!!MP

Miracles Happen Everyday

To many times we get discouraged when we pray for a miracle and never see it happen. What we fail to see is the miracle has happened but not in the way we think it should have.

Say you pray for financial increase. In your mind you may think increase at work or check out of the blue in the mail. But what you fail to see the miracle has come in the form of; your child getting free lunch at school and so you save money on groceries or gas prices decreased over night, or the bill you usually pay 110.00 for has been decreased to 100.00, or someone at work takes you out to lunch,etc.

Miracles happen everyday! Just look for them in the small things.

I'm not saying God doesn't do big miracles ofcourse He does and those are obvious, it's the little daily miracles that get overseen sometimes.

Be Blessed!

MP

Wreck My Life!

Let the memories, Let  My past ignite in flames,

You hold the match, your in control

I surrender it all unto you I let it all go.

Deliver me , Rescue me, Set me  free

Im ready 

Undo me, wreck my life, 

Until it's no longer everyday a fight to survive. 

Have your way My Lord, until I am  me no more.

Have your way My King, until this Vessel is all that you created me to be!

I am Yours! You are mine!

Once in a lifetime kind of love,

My heart Sweet Jesus you have won.

MP

Storms of Life

Sometimes God allows you to remain in a place of discomfort because He is trying to teach you to trust in Him! Some lessons are better learned while you are in the storm  of life than they can ever be learned when there is peace. Learning what God is trying to teach you while you are in the storm of life will bring you peace!MP

Be You!

You were created by love, for love, to be love! 

You are Beautiful, Courageous, Intelligent, worth fighting for!

You do not need to pretend to be someone else, because the person that you are is Amazing and filled  with so much talent and special gifting from God to be used for God. 

You will become stressed out and burnt out when you try to be who you are not! Trust in the creator who says you are more than enough! 

You are brilliant and you are uniquely put together by His loving hands.

Allow yourself the freedom to be you! And you will never wonder again if you are enough because you will be fee from the stress of pretending! MP

Such a time as this

You are exactly where you are meant to be for such a time as this!! You were made for this! So raise your head and your eyes towards the Heavens and know You are Victorious and you are Not Alone!MP

True Leader

"A true leader is approachable

A true leader is more concerned with their flock than numbers!!"-from article

Ever think that part of the great falling away from church that is going on is because so many feel like just another number? There is no spiritual intimacy between leadership and attendees.. Because that's all they are is attendees and not family.

If people wanted to be a statistic they can just not go to church because they are already just a statistic in the world.

People long for relationship.. for connection and so they seek out church to find this Godly connection but are let down so fast when they walk through the doors and feel anything but connection but more like outsider.

When we stop focusing on numbers and focus on needs we will see true fellowship and a change! When  we stop focusing on ourselves and reach out to others and form connections and share the love of God instead of the judgment of man.. that is freedom! And that will usher in the spirit of God in your church so freely and strong! 

God can not inhabit a church that is full of mockery, judgment, self righteousness, and money hungry and not spiritual hungry people. It blocks him because no one is truly inhabiting the Praise of saints and crying out in hunger for change! 

Change starts with leadership.. Sheep do what they see their leaders do. So be reachable and approachable with love and not judgment. Just because you may not say judgmental things you fell them and others can sense that. 

Focus on loving and embracing your sheep no matter if you have ten or ten thousand! Get to know them, reach out to them, call them to check on them, pray for them.  Don't say you are to busy to do this! Remember you are where you are because God gave you these sheep to lead. You will see  a mighty change if you lead this way! When people feel loved they share the love and you will see them grow and spread their wings and others will do the same. Love! 

MP

You Are Not a Victim

When you have been abused by someone in any way, you begin to have a hardened heart in order to protect yourself from being hurt again. You form a wall up around yourself as another form of protection so that no one will get close enough to hurt you. You become isolated and depressed but you make that ok and tell yourself this is better than getting hurt. 

God wants to restore to you all that was stolen from you; your ability to love and be loved, your innocence, etc... God longs to restore these things to you and to break down your wall of protection and make your heart no longer hard. But he will not do this if you do not allow Him to do so.

You have to just take one baby step of faith to trust! You have to pray for God to help you to forgive so that you will be free to love once more and be loved.

You deserve to be happy! You are not a victim but a conqueror in Christ! You are renewed! You are Loved so deeply! You just need to believe and know you deserve to be loved! Forgiveness is key to freedom!

Just Believe!

MP

Abba's Warrior

You are a Mighty, Strong, Victorious Warrior of the King.

You refuse to settle for anything less than what you deserve. You will overcome anything that comes your way, for you are ready for battle at all times. 

You battle in prayer long into the midnight hour, and you stand in the gap and fight for those that are prisoners.

You are Courageous! You are Splendor in all your Beauty and Fierce in Boldness for God! 

You are a WARRIOR who fights the battles others are afraid to face! You go into the darkness willingly so that you can spread the Love light of God.. And this causes darkness to flee! 

Stand strong and proud Warrior of God! 

For you are celebrated and loved far more than you will ever comprehend.

MP

You Are Courageous

You Are a miraculous image of Beauty who has stood on Holy ground not to be swayed! You have faced many battles but have overcome them all with the fight within you and Jesus leading the way!

The enemy tried to bring you down and keep  you down but you overcame. You allowed the strength of God within you to be stronger than the power of darkness around you. That is a choice to stand and fight or to give up and become a casualty (spiritually) of war.

The world tried to stop you by putting enticing things in your view to get you sidetracked from your battle.. which would lead to you falling from Grace. But you once more stood tall and ready for battle. Your hunger for righteousness has grown stronger than your desire for worldly things. 

You are a Survivor, Conqueror, Redeemed, Child of the King!

Abba smiles that fatherly smile full of Love when He looks at you!

MP

Love

So many are looking for majestic signs of God, to me I think LOVE...Pure, unconditional Love for others, that to me is the most majestic thing of all.

Because when you love a person for no other reason but because you Truly love them... This gives them the strength and courage to be all that they can be in Christ. Then others will see this and will give them courage to step out on Faith. 

Love is the Saving force for our world. Love is the match that will start the flame of Hope within that will spread like a wildfire and will produce the revival we have all been praying for.

Love is the Answer Always! Not judgment, not religion, no always always LOVE! MP

Redeeming Love

I drive by places here that have such awful memories, for example; places I use to walk as I was prostituting, places I use to go party etc.... I use to get so down and depressed as I drove past them but yesterday I noticed that as I drove past those places I Praised God for where I am now! Been over 11 years but those memories still fresh and now they just confirm in me the amazing and Powerful Redemptive Love of Jesus is so real!!MP

Do Not Pretend to Be what or who you are not

Be the Original amazing creation that you are, that Abba created you to be! See so many spend their whole life trying to be who they are not, by looks, attitude, even the way they talk. They do this so much and spend so much money and time trying to be who they are not, who they were never meant to be, that they lose the amazing person God created them to be in the craziness of pretending. 

People can see fake and recognize fake a mile away! The harder you try to be something you are not, the more you become a puppet on the strings allowing your fleshly need for attention to rule your life. 

Accept who you are! Who God created you to be! You will have so much more peace!!! 

Just BE YOU and you will be the exact person you were created to be!

MP

YOU

You have one life so live it loud! Be bold! Make mistakes! Take chances! Cry! Laugh! Believe in the impossible! Attempt the impossible! Be crazy!  Dream Big! Believe in yourself! Let go of fear! Embrace your faith! Love deep! Love with all your being! Love! Laugh often! Laugh everyday! Make others laugh! Laugh is medicine to the soul! Most of all Always Always, No matter what, Always BE YOU! 

MP

I'm in this for life because it is my life

I have faced many battles and some I have been won because of the amazing Grace of Abba and some have been lost because I tried to fight them out of my own strength. 

I have been knocked down a few times off this path with God because I took my eyes off of Abba and placed them on people. 

I have questioned  God and I have been angry at God but still He never left me. 

I have been so confused and looked for answers through people instead of going to my father. 

I have ran so hard, so fast from the Loving arms of God and I have always came back and fell at His feet! 

I have done all of this and more, but one thing I have Never done is Give up! 

I have been knocked down and have fallen from Grace but everytime, may have took a while, but every time I have allowed the Loving Mercy of God to pick me up and with His Grace covering me and strengthening me I stood back up and allowed Him to hold my hand and steady my walk.

So I have done many many things and I will continue to make mistakes daily, get discouraged, and have my heart broken.. But I will Never Ever Give Up! I'm in this for the long haul.. Until I get to Heaven and see my daddy! 

It's a lifestyle... It's my life.. It's who I am... Who I was created to be... My birthright!... Being a Child of the King! 

MP

Bully Graham Prayer

Billy Graham's Prayer at 95 yrs. old

From a man the media has never been able to throw dirt on.....amazing! 

He has certainly hit the "world" on the head!

Billy Graham's Prayer For Our Nation

 

THIS MAN SURE HAS A GOOD VIEW OF WHAT'S HAPPENING TO OUR COUNTRY!

 

 

'Heavenly Father, we come before you today to ask your forgiveness and to seek your direction and guidance. We know Your Word says, 'Woe to those who call evil good,' but that is exactly what we have done. We have lost our spiritual equilibrium and reversed our values. We have exploited the poor and called it the lottery. We have rewarded laziness and called it welfare. We have killed our unborn and called it choice. We have shot abortionists and called it justifiable. We have neglected to discipline our children and called it building self-esteem. We have abused power and called it politics. We have coveted our neighbor's possessions and called it ambition. We have polluted the air with profanity and pornography and called it freedom of expression. We have ridiculed the time-honored values of our forefathers and called it enlightenment. Search us, Oh God, and know our hearts today; cleanse us from sin and set us free. Amen!'

With the Lord's help, may this prayer sweep over our nation and wholeheartedly become our desire so that we once again can be called 'One nation under God!'

Time

I use to think that I had conquered the art of letting go of people because growing up I became accustomed to leaving people and places all the time so I never formed any roots anywhere.. I did not know how...because the time was never right too.

Now I have discovered even if I do up and leave people that there are those that never leave me and are always in my heart and thoughts and prayers always! 

Time to be rooted! Time to be a family! Time to be loved and to love! 

It is Time💜

Super Natural Power

Supernatural Power of Jesus is real! So real! It has been dormant for so many for so long because of doubt and unbelief. But I really feel, because it has happened in my own life, That we are at a point on this journey where the supernatural power of Jesus is coming forth in such a way that even the ones who do not believe will fall to their knees and repent and receive the Holy Spirit, supernatural power of God.

I walked out my door this morning and felt such a stillness and that scared me for a moment because I sensed a coming storm (spiritually) but then I heard "Power release" in my spirit and I know that I know we are on the brinks of something big... Revival, Harvest, whatever it is God is awakening so many out of spiritual slumber and calling all  prodigals home to join in what's about to be.

People's spirits are awakening with hunger to know more about the supernatural power and that is because God is aligning His children to be ready for all that will unfold! Time to fight the fire of Hell with the supernatural Fire of the Holy Spirit! 

Time to believe and seek God for more understanding of the supernatural power of God that is within us! It is real! So Real!!!

Ask and it will be given to you! 

Just have to believe!! 

MP

Guard Your Mind

I have had a rough week to be real. I have been battling as we all do and also God has shown me something that I have done that I have had to repent of and broke my heart.

Let me say this: your mind is so powerful! Your imagination is a gift from God to be used for God. I have always been very imaginative and I have always been able to escape in my mind vividly like a movie playing in my mind. 

God has shown me that the devil has used this against me as a form of attack and what he made to be so vividly true about some things in my life are lies.

God showed me while reading bible that this is a gift to be used for Him.. He showed me because I was able to be where ever I was reading in my mind I was there and it was so vivid and accurate. 

And he showed me as I was praying for someone that what I used as escape mechanism is for Him to use to set His children free... Because as I was praying I saw images like a movie and God showed me that is what I am to pray for and or against for this precious one. 

Again what God meant for His Glory, the enemy turned into destruction and I allowed it and therefore had to repent. And cried.

I guess the reason I'm sharing my heart is so that you know guard your mind! Guard it even from yourself! Keep it clear of anything that will cause you to doubt or stumble and keep it clear so God can use you, all of you, in the Harvest that is at hand. MP

Stay On Guard

We have to choose daily to deny the flesh and take up our cross. We have to if we want to survive! God is pouring out His spirit so strongly in these days and the enemy knows it and so he is just waiting for a foot hold that you leave open for him to come in and steal the joy, peace, anything from you that will cause you to question or doubt. 

So be wise and stay strong keeping focused on God. Cast down the lies of the enemy and any thing that will cause you to wonder or drift away from the Lord. MP

Harvest

Never Ever use fear as a tactic to bring precious ones into the Kingdom of God! Because Fear is the opposite of Love and Love is what Jesus is! 

Say you do bring precious ones into the kigdom of God by fear of whats to come...Well say  when 1 year or even 30 days pass and what you said to those precious ones does not come to pass they wil fall away becasue their salvation was based on fear of what will be. Their faith is not strong enough yet to wait on when it will come to pass.

Always Always only Use the Truth and that is the Unconditional Love of God to win precious ones to the Lord! Love of God is constant and will never fade!MP

Holy Spirit

I love this verse! It was one of the first ones I memorized and has always jolted my spirit when I heard it spoken:)

We are all called to Preach the Good word to the Poor, set captives free, heal the sick, raise the dead..wanna know why???

Because the same spirit that was in Jesus that allowed him to do these things is the same spirit that is in us now, here today! 

The Holy Spirit has not lessened its Power over the years! The Holy Spirit is the same yesterday, today , and always! We have lessened our belief, our confidence in the power of the Holy Spirit!

We are called to be courage vessels of Love and to do this we need, we have to have, the Holy Spirit working through us...so that we can go into this world that is in so much need of Hope, Healing,Love and Be that to them!!

You ARE called to Preach, Heal, Cast out Demons, Set Captives Free, Raise the Dead (physically and spiritually)...Just got to Believe and have Faith!! MP