The All Powerful, All Consuming Love of Jesus

To feel that you are unloved is such a sad thing. So many feel this way and if they only knew, only believed that they are worthy of love and do deserve to be loved! The love of Abba is life changing and is life giving! 

I felt that I was unloved for a long time, even though I had family that loved me dearly I still felt so unloved. 

I searched through men, drugs, and anything to feel loved and to feel like I belong. Along the way there were a few men who said they loved me but they were to good I had to have the bad ones. Because I felt so bad about myself only the bad ones would do cause they were mean and hurtful and that's what I felt I deserved and in my damaged mind I thought that was love.

I was like a lost puppy for so many years looking for love begging people to love me.

 It was not Until Jesus was able to finally break down my walls I had built of protection and I was healed from inside out of so much pain and I was at a place where I could receive His Beautiful love. 

The love of Jesus gave me the strength to love myself.  Jesus' love gave me courage to face the enemy head on and reclaim all that he had stolen from me. The love  of Jesus broke through the darkness and showed me just how beautiful true, pure love is and I have never been the same!

So please know that no matter what people have told you and what people have said to you to damage your heart...You are worthy so worthy of love and you do deserve to be loved! 

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Love

Love can move mountains and hate can cause an avalanche! 

Always speak in Love! 

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Truth Convicts! Love Heals

Sin is Sin! No sin is greater than the other! However difference is, for example me.. I sin daily and I recognize this sin and I pray forgiveness and ofcourse forgiven. 

People who live different lifestyle than I, Homosexuality/Gay/Lesbian...Do not see what they are doing as wrong, so therefore do not need to ask forgiveness. That is what breaks my heart. Is the enemy has them so blinded and they can't see the truth! 

Their spirit knows the truth and that is why they seek to go against the bible and pick and choose what to have said and want no one to say that their lifestyle is a sin... Their spirit knows it is but their flesh is much stronger and so their battle is intense like all of us face when we know things we are doing is wrong in eyes of God but our flesh doesn't want to stop.

When I was on drugs.. I knew they were wrong and you never caught me in a church cause of conviction of the lifestyle I was living and I didn't want anyone to tell me anything negative about my lifestyle.

Same thing with what's wrong in the eyes of God will convict your spirit but you still have that free will.

We have to pray pray pray and cover the people who are fighting ( though they don't think they are cause of deception) the spirit of homosexuality and pray that the blinders they have on to the Truth will be removed 

And also pray that Christians will not come at this with judgment in their hearts but with love! And to remember how God saved us from ourselves and the enemy with His Grace and He can and will do the same for those in the Homosexual lifestyle! God loves them as much as he loves us and we have to show that love to them! Love the person but hate the sin! You have to separate the two in order for any chance to reach their hearts! MP

Abba Love

"Time to fly my precious child! 

Time to spread your spiritual wings and soar high above and enter my gates with Praise and Thanksgiving! 

The desires of your heart that align with my will for your life are about to come to be so that I can position you in such a way your destiny in me will be released.

You have fought so long and had to hear the evil snares of the enemy and others who were trying to bring you down. You did not give in and kept your steady walk with me. And for that I am well pleased. 

You have shown me you will not be moved and you have allowed the furnace of Truth to burn away all that was not of me in your heart. You have made it through the desert season and now time for the Promise land season where you are going to be released into the land and the people I will bring into your life will see, what I have always seen in you, and that is My Amazing  Child full of unending, unconditional love! They will see my love on you like the dove I sent to signify that Jesus is my child, the people I bring you will see my love anointing shine through you and they will know that you are My Child! 

So stand proud and be excited the heavens are opening and the anointing is flowing!

You did it! I never doubt that you would! I just wanted you to see for yourself that you could so that confidence through me for you will be confirmed I your heart!"

-Abba

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Just Give Up

When All your strength is gone and you feel so defeated. You are in a perfect place to quit! And just Give up!

Give the battle to God! He is waiting for you to do so.. Waiting For you to give over the control and allow him to be God! 

When you do this you will feel a heavy burden lift from you and you will will feel peace. 

You will have times when you want to take back what you have given to God because you feel he is not taking care of things the way they should be.

Just remember he knows all and sees all! He sees the past, preset, and future in one glimpse. 

Therefore he knows what needs to be done and He knows what does not need to be done, God knows what He needs to give to you, and He knows what He needs to take away from you.. All of this so that you can be aligned in His perfect Will and You will be positioned where you are meant to be for His Amazing Calling on your life to Come forth.  

Trust in Him!! Abide in Him! Rest In Him!

And you will be free!

Be Blessed

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The Constant Battle

You fight and fight and fight but you never take a second to se who you are fighting against. 

If you stop to see who your opponent is you will realize your opponent is you. 

Your sinful nature/your will trying to rule and your your Spirit is becoming stronger and so there is a war! 

This battle was not won at the cross this battle is because of the cross! Because Jesus died on the cross He paid for our sins, however we have our free will! 

And so the battle of our will and our spirit are fighting! 

The battle will get less intense as our spirit becomes stronger, however there will always be a thorn in your flesh to keep you grounded, meaning you will always have something you battle with, always! 

The difference is now your spirit is much stronger and so to deny your flesh becomes easier. 

There will be times it's no so easy to deny your flesh and if by chance you stumble, that is Ok!

Just stand back up and allow Jesus to steady your walk and try again! 

Jesus never said this walk would be easy! He did say you would never walk alone!

Be Blessed

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Love Never Fails, Never Gives Up!

Love is the one constant in our lives. Love somedays is the only thing that makes sense in this crazy world. 

Love is the heart beat, the very essence of who we are. Love is the saving force in the war of darkness. Love is the fabric of our being because we were created by love, for love, to be love! 

Love is your strength and our hope! When all else fades away Love will always remain! 

Love can heal and Love can comfort you in time of need! 

Love never gives up and does not count your wrong against you! 

Love does not judge and Love Conquers all!

Jesus is Love! Love is Jesus!

The definition of Jesus is Love, because that is what He stands for and that is what He is and what we are destined to be!💜

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Freedom is not Free

Freedom is not free! 

Many military have sacrificed their life so that we can live freely! 

God sacrificed His son so that we would be free from the death of sin!

To live as Christian you have to sacrifice your sinful desires and sinful ways to be free to live a life full of peace and love!

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Forgive Yourself and walk in Redemption

When you have been Redeemed by the Grace and Mercy of Jesus you have to Believe that you are Redeemed and stop condemning yourself for things of the past. 

I have met some amazing people whom God had set free from many different things but they still walk around with their head down in defeat because they have not allowed the forgiving love of Jesus to consume them. 

They have already been forgiven but have yet to forgive themselves and therefore condemnation is birthed and they feel defeated.

You are Redeemed! Let Go and Forgive yourself through the Holy Love of Jesus! 

Condemnation is not of God! The enemy condemns but Jesus Says you are forgiven!

To truly walked in Redemption you have to let it all go!

Forgive and Love brings upon Hope and Life!

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Be The Spark!

It just takes one spark of hope to set ablaze the hearts of many to join together and set this world on fire with the Holy Ghost Hope Revolution!!! BE THE SPARK! MP

Preperation

Be patient and wait upon the Lord. Do not try to rush the season of preparation that you are in. For in the preparation you are being refined and defined by the masters loving touch. 

His character is being shaped within you and your Faith is being made stronger as you are put through the refining fire of truth with love!

In due time, Gods perfect timing, you will be released to go into the land and spread the truth to all who have ears to hear and you will have the love light of God shining through you.

So be patient and rest while you are in the waiting room for the waiting room will turn into the upper room in the days to come.

Be Blessed!

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Doubt

One thing I struggle with to this day is doubt!! 

Doubt is such a  mighty weapon of the enemy that when planted in your heart can produce hopelessness which will lead to your confidence in God and who God says you are to be weakened.

Think about it if the children of God can doubt their identity in Christ then they will never reach their full potential in their God given gifts and abilities.

The devil uses doubt as a weapon against Gods children because he knows Gods children if ever they completely believe and agree with who God says they are and they walk in their gifting fully and their  identity...They would be used as a weapon in Gods  mighty army against the Devil!

So pray that God will help you overcome your doubt and unbelief and fill you with God confidence and God strength to become all He has created you to be!

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Always Share The Words God Gives You To Share

If you have people who come up against you and the words you share that God has given  you to share.

Do not be overcome with doubt or hurt because having people come against you and the word of God you share is a sure sign you are on the right path!

See the devil wants to keep you silent at all cost! And he will definitely work through people to silence you!

So when people come against you and the words you share its not you but it's the spirit of God within you that they are coming against.

Darkness can not stay where the love light of Jesus shines! 

So Share! Always Share what God gives you to say! 

The people that He meant it for will be touched!

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Hold On To God

Hold on so tightly to the strength of God within you. So that when battles come and the waves of hopelessness are upon you... You will not be overcome. Because you have the strength of God to keep you afloat and carry you to the safe Harbor of peace and rest. 

Have Faith and Believe and allow God to do the rest!

You are Loved so deeply by Abba!!

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My Prayer For You

My Prayer For You:

I pray for you peace,

Knowing God will supply all you need.

I pray for you wisdom,

To know, believe and live this life knowing that you are Co-Inheritor of Gods Kingdom.

I pray for you time,

That you will take the time to just look around and enjoy all Gods creation like the beautiful Sun that shines.

I pray for you release,

That you will release all yourburdens unto   God and just fall at His feet.

I pray that you will arise, 

When God calls your name you will arise and no longer hide.

I pray for you freedom,

Freedom from the past, freedom to live this life full of Gods wisdom.

I pray that you dream, 

Dream Big and allow God to Position you for your dreams to come to be and you to be all that God created you to be.

Most importantly I pray for you Love!

That you will accept love and that you will receive the Love of God that will saturate your inner being and consume you! God love is everlasting, unconditional, Love! 

I Pray for you to LIVE! And to live is to Love and to Love is to let go and to let go is to forgive! 

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Restoration and Healing

During the restoration and healing process you are like a caterpillar in the cacoon being transformed from the inside out by the masters loving hands.

In due season.. In Gods perfect timing...you will break free and come forth a beautiful new creation shinning bright with the love light of Jesus shining through and with spiritual wings that will allow you to soar high above what tries to weigh you down.

For now Rest, Rest in Him while he is taking you through this process and soon you will be revealed In all Gods Glory birthing you into the new season of declaration and truth.MP

You are not the saving force in the relationship!

Do not go into any relationship thinking you will be the saving force in someone's life and that you can fix them.

Because the only person who will get hurt and be left needing someone to fix is you!

You can not change a person into the person you think that they should be. Only God can do that. You can pray and speak words of encouragement and love but leave the changing to God

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Spread your Wings

This is for someone:

Jesus wants you to know

Do not be discouraged and down hearted because you feel you keep messing up! 

Jesus says "It's OK Precious Child of mine! You are going to stumble and fall. You are learning to fly. Your spiritual wings are new and take some time to learn to use them. Pretty soon you will Soar with the Eagles. Have patience and know when you to stumble I am there to put you back on your feet and steady you as you gather yourself and spread those wings once more"

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Sheltered in the Arms of Love

My Love,

You wonder where I have gone and you wonder why I have left you. You feel all alone and search for me in the night and do not find me. 

Oh my Child, I have never left you. I am always there as close as you will allow me to be. 

In your trouble and trial you lean on your own understanding and your own ways to handle the problem at hand and in doing so you block me from being able to work things out they way they should be. 

The way they should be is not always the way you think that it should be. But remember you see the now and I can see the now and the future and the past in one glimpse and so I know what is  ahead...So the answer I give even though you may not see it as an answer is lined up with what is  to be, and is used to set you up on the path to allow the events to take place so that you will be aligned with the destiny I have for you.

 My Child, Trust in me..I will never do anything to cause you harm. I love you more than you can ever imagine so causing you harm will break my heart  and I can never fathom breaking yours.

You need to know that in those times you feel that I have left you are the times I am so close and have you wrapped in my arms of Love..and sheltering you from the pain, from the enemy. 

Because I  see that you are in those times weak from all the stressing and worrying and from life.. and you are tired and the enemy knows that and so I protect you in my arms so that no harm comes to you and no fiery darts come your way.

 And you remain in my Shelter of Love until you can once again regain your strength to stand once more. 

Your physical being does not see this and so it interprets this as I have left you, But your spirit knows that you are Resting in My Arms. Listen to your spirit in these times and you will be comforted and at peace.

If you could only see all that I have protected you from, all that I have guarded your heart from..you will then know that my love for you is everlasting and is sustaining and is your safe harbor and your refuge in times of trouble! 

You are on the brink of the miracle of freedom from all that hinders you and all that holds you back if you just trust in me a little while longer and you will see all that I am saying unfold.

Rest in knowing I am For you! I am your Friend! 

I am your Savior! I am with you always and You are LOVED! 

You are NEVER NEVER alone to face this world alone!

 I am With you Always! 

-Jesus

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Save Me from Me

Most times when I'm praying through warfare...Most times what I pray is for God to save me from me. 

Cause see yes the enemy doesn't fight fair at all and puts thoughts, lies in your mind and brings upon temptation, but it is your free will that either gives into the lies and temptation or overcomes them and does not give into them.

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Drugs Kill Your Spirit

Drugs kill your spirit. They cause you to not care about anything only yourself and and after a while you don't even care about your self.

The guilt you feel slowly goes away as your spirit becomes weaker and your flesh rules your life. Once your spirit is dead you just give up on any type of life but drugs.

I tried so many times while on drugs to kill myself because I thought that would be the only way to be free from this demon of drugs in my life.

Praise God that He comes to resurrect  your spirt and perform CPR on your spiritual heart to bring back to life by raising you up and giving you the lifeline of the Holy Spirit to teach and guide you to a life free of drugs. 

I may have given up on myself but God never gave up on me. He was just waiting for me to get to a place where I was done with it all and was so low that all I had was Him and so I cried out to God and instantly He was there! 

There is freedom from drugs and there is resurrection power in the name of Jesus! 

Cry out to Him!!! And Live!! MP

Just Come As You Are

I am so Thankful that you do not have to come to Jesus all cleaned up and Holy! Jesus just wants you to come as you are.  The only thing that Jesus asks is that when you come... to be open and willing for Him to reconstruct you heart by His Holy Spirit healing you from the inside out. 

He just wants you to be open and willing for change, Holy change.  By being willing for Jesus to change you by searching your heart and soul......you come to a place  of surrender so that You can be released of all your old way of thinking and all your old ways of living....Be willing to be taught by the greatest teacher there is and to Be counseled by the greatest counselor there is...Sweet Jesus and the Loving Holy Spirit.

Just as you are you enter the gates of Healing...Just as you are you enter the Holy of Holies to be sanctified, to be Redeemed! 

Just come as you are and You will leave with a New Heart and A New Spirit.

 Jesus is waiting with loving arms and no judgment..standing with Father to take you in their arms and say "Welcome Home, My Precious Child. Welcome Home"

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Cut The Ties That Bind You

Sometimes you need to cut ALL ties to your past so that you can move on with the future! 

The ties of the past keep you bound to the past and unable to  move forward!

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Surround Yourself With Love Not Hate

Always surround yourself with people who Believe in You and do not lie to you!

Surround yourself with people who believe in the God Given Gift that you Are!!

Surround yourself with people who selflessly Love with no hidden motives!

If you do this you will see that life just got alot less Stressful and the Drama is gone! FREEDOM IS NOW!

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Lift Others Up!

This life is not about you! It's about who you can allow to stand on your shoulders and make it higher than you ever dreamed possible! 

It's about allowing others and helping others to shine brighter than you!

This life is about leading others to success.

It's about putting others before you and helping them reach their destiny!

By doing all of this you will see that we are intwined with one another.

There is such Joy in watching that person who you allowed to stand on your shoulders to reach their destiny.. They are now spreading their spiritual wings and soaring!

To me success is not about the bright lights and people knowing your name!

Success is about how many people you were used by God to catapult them into Greatness.. Into their Destiny!!MP

My Happy Ever After

Dear Jesus,

Sweet Loving Jesus. I abide in you! You are my Shelter. You are my Safe Harbor! You are My King.

I Trust in You! No matter what may come my way..No matter the storms  I may face..No matter the battles that may come..I Trust in You!

Jesus things may not make sense to me right now and I may not be able to see in front of me of whats to come. But that Is Ok because I know the one who holds tomorrow also holds my heart and my life in His Hands and I will not fear the unknown but will go into like a Warrior ready for battle!

 I will Not be swayed and I will not be moved! I am yours and you are mine! I Trust in you!

There are days Jesus when I question it all and I wonder what is going on. I know that in the questioning you do not get upset because you want me to communicate with you. 

As long as I do not grow weary and do not loose Hope in the wilderness..You will sustain me and you will guide me into the place of Rest in you!

Jesus you are my Friend! You are my Hope in Glory! You are my King and my Fortress! 

Jesus you are My Happily Ever After!

Thank you for Loving me through all my mess! Thank you for never giving up on me while I have been so stubborn and hard headed at times! Thank you for Believing in me and Loving me until I could Love myself! Thank you for being you and allowing me to be me!

I love you more than I could ever explain with words and I am going to spend the rest of my life showing you my love by Glorifying you with my life and Loving others to you!

Thank you! I love you!

Amen

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You Have Authority

Those who hear from God also Hear from the Enemy who longs to share lies and plant hate into your heart! 

Be wise! Guard your Heart!! 

Rebuke, Refuse, and Just Believe that Greater is the Spirit of God within you than ANYTHING in this world!! 

You have the authority by the Spirit of God within you to tell the enemy to Flee and He has too!! 

I experience this daily! So I know it to be true!!MP

Get Ready;)

I received this today to share with you:

-There is about to be a quake of spirit that is going to shake you to your core! I am going to tare down man made idols and man made churches and rebuild my church, my sanctuary that no man can demolish..Yes I am starting afresh anew with you and I am going to give such a strong spiritual awakening to those who earnestly seek me.... that they will walk into a room and people will turn around to see why the atmosphere has changed and they will see my Glory light flow all around you. 

I am bringing forth such a fresh wind of change, fresh starts, fresh anointing that my children, who are called by my name, will not lack spiritually anymore and unbelief will be wiped away from their hearts. 

It is Time!!! 

Get Ready!!!-

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Book

Man writing a book about your life thus far is so emotionally draining and frustrating cause I can only write when I have time and being single momma who works full time.. Having free time is usually when I fall asleep;) thank God for Coffee! 

So it's in the process this book God has really placed on my heart about all He has done in my life and all I have experienced up until now. So His Hope will shine through and He will get All The Glory;)

So exciting💜💜

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You Did It!

You are Victorious!!! Look how far you have came! Look where God has brought you from! You are Redeemed  and never again going back!

Every trial, every test, every fiery dart the enemy meant to destruct you.. Was used to build an altar of Praise!!

You are a winner and you now know the power of Christ within you!

All the tears, all the worries, all the fears...all of it has made you into the person God has you today! 

You are one step closer than your were yesterday to the Amazing Destiny God has for you!

So raise your head high full of the confidence that you now have in Christ and spread those beautiful spiritual wings and soar!!! You did it! 

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Keep Praying and Standing in the Gap for Your Loved One

I remember being in a gas station bathroom shooting up Meth and being so blasted walking across street of traffic and God saving me even then from a car that swerved not to hit me. 

Even in our darkest times.. His love is our Safe Harbor! He rescues us and protects us from danger if we put our trust in Him.

At that time in my life I was not praying... But I had family who was standing in the gap for me and their prayers saved me from so many times I should have died. 

So if you have loved ones who are addicted to anything... Keep praying for them and standing in the gap for them... Because even if you don't see any results... You prayers are keeping them alive! 

My family didn't see that car swerve to not hit me but their prayers to God for my protection saved my life that day and many others. 

Keep praying!!

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Stop Fighting and Just Let Go

You ever just feel so tired of fighting? When you finally stop you realize the one you have been fighting this whole time is yourself. Let it All Go and give it to God! 

He alone can heal your hurt! He alone can set you free from the chains that bind you!

God is for you! And He Loves you so deeply! Just Let Go and watch His miraculous, unconditional Love work wonders in you and through you!

Be Blessed!

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Always Be Honest and Share Your Story

Amen! So True!! This is why I share honesty from my heart and Never will stop! 

By sharing what you are going through honestly and being transparent  you bring hope to the hopeless and shine the love light of God into the dark places! 

You let others know they are not alone and knowing you are not alone fighting any battle is so strengthening to your spirit!

So always share always! You never know who is reading that needs to hear the words you just shared to give them Hope and give them Courage to not give up!MP

Never Apologize for words of Love!

Never Ever apologize for speaking your heart and the words God gives you to say Ever!! 

If it is not received in love although you have spoken words in love then that is on the person who was offended by what you have said. 

You can not keep everyone happy all of the time and if what you said offended them then you hit a heart string and that means you have spoken truth!

So keep on being Bold no matter what!! 

You have the Devil running scared;)

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Great Awakening, Mighty Revival

The humble and honest prayer of a person in desperation of Jesus will bring forth miracles! 

The prayer of a prideful person only asking in prayer for themselves brings forth destruction! 

Be Humble and seek Justice!

Do not be Proud and Seek Glory!

Ever wonder why signs and miracles have not been manifested like the great Revivals of Old? 

To much Pride and not enough humble spirits in the current day church! 

But God has showed me that there is first going to be a Great Awakening in the Church to bring the Proud to their knees and Rise up the Humble to lead! 

Then the Great Awakening will be able to flow freely through the church and into the streets and that will be a Great Revival and then we will see Mighty Signs and Wonders!

Praise God!! MP

Light of God vs. Light of Man

One more thing I have recently learned. 

I use to allow people in their cliques and people who were using their title as a weapon get to me at work and at church. 

God showed me this:

This is the only Glory they will get in this building with these people. Outside their town no one knows them. So let them have this temporary Glory because they seek Glory for themselves from others and Do not seek to  bring Glory God. 

So their light will soon fade away because the light of Pride they carry will never last. Gods followers, true followers... Who seek out to only bring Glory to God and not themselves... Their light will never fade because they carry the everlasting light of God that can not be hidden. 

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Stand Tall and Proud

Stand tall and stand proud! 

You are an Amazing, Glorious Child of God. OK so you have fallen on your walk numerous times and there are those that see you as you were and not who you are. They say things and make you feel worthless. 

Remember Jesus' own people did not accept Him as the Messiah.

So yes the crowd may call you anything but your name but that's OK because we were not put on this earth to please others only God.

The only difference between you and those "Christians" who call you names and see you as you were and not as you are.. The only difference is your open and honest about your mistakes... They keep all their sins and mistakes hidden.

Be Free! And rest in Knowing Jesus knows;)

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Mothers

Covered in Grace and intwined with hope,

A mothers love is unchanging, unending, always,

She does get tired and she does have her days,

But she will never let it show, she always has that beautiful smile on her face.

She never looses hope and always says so true,

" It will be OK, Cause God will see us through."

Her heart breaks when she sees her child cry,

She just holds them close and lets them cry.

Because she knows that they have to find their way,

She has them covered in prayer and knows God will be there with them everyday.

The closest thing to the love of God so pure,

Is the Love of a mother which will forever endure!

Happy Mothers Day!!

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Rest Warrior.. Rest

Rest in God! Knowing He has you protected!💜

You have fought so hard for so long.. Time to just Rest in the Peace of God as He holds you in His fatherly embrace. Close your eyes in His arms knowing there is Nothing that will Ever Separate you from this Love! Rest

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You Are Worthy of Love!!

You are not what you went through but are a new creation in Christ! 

You are capable of so much more than you give yourself credit for! You are not your past mistakes! 

You are not the negativity things you have been called. 

You are Redeemed, Sanctified, Glorified! 

You are Loved by so many but you just don't believe it because you listen to the lies of the enemy. 

Give love a chance! Give your dreams one more glance! 

You are worth fighting for and those who love you truly will fight for you in prayer and will communicate with you and will call and check in on you! Because you are worthy so worthy of love!

Jesus will never stop fighting for you! Ever! 

Even when you feel all alone and like this world has turned their back on you.. Jesus is there always there!! 

Just Believe!

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My Lily Among the Thorns

My Child, My Heart,

You are more valuable than the rarest diamond and more beautiful than the finest ruby. 

You are so loving and so kind to so many and at times you forget to give yourself love. 

You criticize and judge every little thing you do, say, act and even how you look.

You have to rest in me. Abide in me. My Child, Let me Love you and stop fighting my love. 

Like the Israelites traveled and never got in the promise land

You will never enter my rest if you keep fighting. 

Fighting with me, with yourself. You have to let go of all that was done. You have to relinquish to me control or you will forever go around this mountain of hopelessness.

I  am for you. I love you.

Precious One, I wish you could see what I see when I see you:

I see my Beautiful Child, My strong Warrior. I see someone who has faced many battles but never gave up. I see someone who loves so deeply that at times you get runned down spiritually.  I see someone who has faced the fire of sin and has be refined by my Holy Furnace.

I see my precious child who I am so proud of. 

I see my lily among thorns, my rose that never fades.

One day My Love, you will Love who I have created you to be so much that when this world tries to bring you down, with your spiritual wings you will soar above and you will rest assure and find sweet peace in the confidence in who I say you are..

And that is Redeemed Child of God.

-Jesus

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Time For Change!!!

The battle line has changed and the Battle Cry has been given! We are no longer fighting an invisible enemy but very visible!

Just watch the news for five mins and you will see what we are currently doing as Christians isn't working... The definition of insanity is trying same thing over and over expecting a different result... Something has to change! We have to be that change! We have to be the front runners, trail blazers, warriors...who will go into the ghettos and go into the dark places and Love and not Judge!

Deep calls unto deep! 

We have to be the change we want to see! Go into all the land and spread the Love of Jesus without fear and in love! 

Something has to give! We have to change! We have to be the voice in the wilderness crying out "Prepare Ye the way of the Lord!" And the wilderness is our streets! Our Jails! Our Hospitals! The mall! Anywhere and everywhere!!

What worked 50, 30, even 10 years ago is not going to work today! 

We have to be real! Be translucent ..Exposing our weaknesses and our past mistakes.. Exposing our hearts! 

We can not hide behind the "God Bless you" and "I will Pray for you" and Bible Scriptures! 

We have to live the Bible and Be the Blessing and Lay hands on the ones who need healing and cast demons out of the ones tormented! 

We have to let Go of all the Religious stuff and Be real! Be Jesus with skin on to a world Crying out through their Actions for Hope! For Love! For Freedom!!!

Freedom that Only Jesus can Give!!

MP

Church

When going to church you should walk in the doors and feel the Love of God and feel like Home to your heart....But if going to church you walk in feeling like the enemy and all alone and instead of feeling like home you feel like your in a war zone.... Run!

The Church is just a building! A building where Believers come to worship in one accord and fellowship. Which I do not see much fellowship anymore...The Church Jesus speaks of is within you because you are a living temple for Jesus. Two Big Big differences!

I can say honestly I have been hurt more in church then out of church. Just because I walked in the doors thinking I would be loved regardless of what I have done and how many times I have fallen.. I would be loved and showed Grace. 

Yes I know we are all human and are sinners. But if it happens over and over then where is God in this leadership that is breaking my spirit!

I will be totally honest with you God showed me many things through the people and dreams and his voice and I remembered so much I had forgotten.

So I can honestly say just because people say they are deacons, elders, pastors... You have No idea what's in their heart or goes on behind closed doors! I say that to say do not let anyone sway you in believing your not good enough or Holy enough! Because the people saying that or doing that have their own demons no one knows about! 

So I am choosing to not attend church at this time and just fellowship with my girls as we watch it on TV and Praise and Pray in our home! 

Will I ever attend again.. Maybe. I just have to allow God to heal me and direct me in His timing where to go.

I posted this cause I know there are others who have been hurt in a church building. I want you to know the hurt you received is not from God but man. So do not distant yourself or harden your heart toward God because it was not of Him! It was from the hurt and pride of someone else. God loves you so deeply and He doesn't like to see this happen! 

I can tell you from a vision I have had that God is shaking the foundation of mans church and He is going to rebuild it into Gods church! Just stay your course and do not loose hope and know you are not alone!!!

I will also say Not all churches are bad and not all churches are good. Allow God to lead you where He wants you to be.  It may be a church building..it may be a church home.,,or it may you just worshipping and having church in your home.

Always test the spirits! And guard your heart! If something doesn't sit right with your spirit pray about it!

Just don't give up your walk with God because of others blindness and foolish ways!

You are loved and God will direct your path!

He has mine!

Just trust Him and never ever be silent again!

 I'm not ever going to be silent again Ever!!

Be Blessed!

Love you;)

MP

Jesus Says You Are Victorious

Be you! Always no matter what BeYou!

You wee created for Love and by Love..To Be Love!

You were not created to Be Silent!

You were created to spread your spiritual wings and Fly high!

You were not created to be still and allow anyone to tell you that You cannot fly. (Spiritually fly ofcourse😀)

You were created to run this race with the endurance of your hope and Faith.

You were not created to allow others to road block you.

You were created to be extraordinary you!

You were not created for this world to label you ordinary.

You were created to heal the sick, cast out demons, free the prisoners of this spiritual war.

You were not created to allow fear of man to plant doubt within you.

Jesus says just believe, have faith, and Trust and He will lead the way!

Listen to Jesus and Always Do or say what He tells you to do or say and don't allow Anyone to stop you!

You were created for this! You got this! Because Jesus says you are Victorious!MP

Don't Allow Others Opinions to Dictate Your Life!

This is a hard lesson to learn but once it is learned it is so liberating! 

I use to allow what others said and thought about me to rule and dictate my every move. So bad to the point is someone was mad at I was mad at myself! I was always doing things to please people and never Jesus!

It took lots of tears and lessons learned for Jesus to finally grow me up and tell me "my own people did not accept me" and then I stopped feeling sorry for myself and now Only seek  the approval of Jesus! 

People will always have opinions about you! 

Most of the time they are not accurate and coming from a place of their own woundings. 

So just love them anyway and allow Jesus to change their opinion if he sees fit and don't try to change it yourself! Because if you try to change their opinion from false to accurate it will become a mess! 

Just allow them to think, and feel how they want about you it's ok;) 

Because Jesus knows you and knows your heart and that's All that matters! MP

Have to Fight Spirit to Spirit

With all that's going on in the world today it is so easy to allow fear to overcome you and plant itself within your heart and produce anger. 

Do not let it! Trust in God and allow His Love to have its perfect timing is the key.

Love is Always the Answer and is the only Answer for all that is going on! Jesus is Love!

Hate is manifested from fear and fear is birthed from woundings either from this generation or passed down through generational pain. 

Pray!!! Pray for the generational woundings to be healed! We are seeing a battle going on that is a battle started many years ago and never was truly healed! This is not our fight to fight with words but spirit to spirit! Holy Ghost against the other spirit! Pray!!

MP

Let Go and Trust in God to Lead

The struggle within to move on or stay where you are is coming to an end. God has placed in your heart what to do but your afraid of what moving on means and so you stay where you are knowing it's not where God wants you to be. You have to Trust God that He would never tell you to move on if He had not prepared the way! The fear is all in your head and is not real! Take that first step of Faith to the new Horizon that He has to share with you! You will not regret it!

Freedom comes in letting Go;)

Trust comes in Not knowing what's a head but Holding that hand of that one who does and allowing Him to lead the way.

Be Blessed!

MP

My 35th Birthday

May 9th is coming soon and it's my 35th birthday and the 5 year anniversary my father passed away. 

My birthday coming up has got me thinking of so much I have yet to do and of so much God has done. 

I could so easily be down and sad because I am not married and never have been and I could allow my fathers death to overwhelm me. 

But I'm choosing neither! I am choosing to celebrate that Praise God I have lived this long when I should have been dead many years ago if it was up to the enemy. 

I am choosing to Praise God that I did not marrying all the different guys whom has proposed to me in the past because they were not the man God has for me. 

And I am choosing to Praise God that my father is in no more pain and He is Free and He is with Jesus. 

So this year I'm gifting myself for my birthday by Praising God and Being so Thankful and Grateful for His love and Mercy and for saving me all these years not just from the world and from the enemy but also saving me from myself! 

Thank you Precious Jesus for loving me and Believing in me and Blessing me with another year to live so I can Praise you with my life! MP

Pray!!!

The only time we are going to ever see a change in our fallen land is when God is back in control! To get us back to the way it was we have to get on our knees and Pray! Pray hate will be replaced with love! Pray ignorance will be replaced with knowledge! Pray the laws of the land that go against the laws of God will be diminished! Pray the eyes will be opened and deaf ears will hear! Pray hardened hearts will be melted and tormented minds set free! Pray this fatherless generation will have spiritual fathers arise! MP

Unapologetically Be You!

Never apologize for who you are, who God created you to be! You are fearfully and wonderfully made! Created to shine bright with the Love of Jesus through you! It's hard sometimes for others to see you for who God created you to be. But that is on them not you;) You are amazingly You! God wouldn't change a thing! 

Be You!!

MP

Being in the Spiritual Stretching Season

Somedays it feels as if you are just hanging on by a thread. You sit and wonder with so much doubt about tomorrow. You know in the Bible is says God's Promises are Yes and Amen but then your like I don't see it, I don't feel it, My faith is worn and my trust is crushed.

Hold on! Even if you have to literally drag your self every step of the way at this point Hold On!

What seems like a season of hopelessness is actually a season of being stretched spiritually.

Like a rubber-band you can pull and stretch the rubber-band and it doesn't break, most of time, an when your done pulling it/stretching it..it goes back to shape but is now a little bigger...

Thats what being stretched spiritually does..God allows trials to come your way and test and temptations to see if you can be stretched in your faith a little more and little more each time and when that stretch is done your faith is a little more stronger. 

And if there are times in the stretching that you break..thats ok!! This gives God a starting point for you to begin again!

So embrace the stretching of your faith because your Faith endurance and Jesus' Character is being defied and refined in you!MP