You Are Victorious, Warrior, and a Conquer in Jesus!!

I am going to share this cause walking through it right now too:)
When you are doing what you know God has called you to do, or when you are bettering yourself and becoming closer to Jesus than ever before...Be READY and on Guard because the Enemy will come at you in full force to get you to stop what you are doing! DO NOT BE AFRAID! You have all the power and authority over the dark forces because Jesus resides in you! Jesus is the Love light and the Darkness can not stand the light!
Now these attacks will not always be in your face and you know what it is. Oh No, the enemy does not play fair and will disguise the attacks in ways that will take you off point for a minuet, so do not be hard on yourself if you stumble! Because ALL you have to do is get right back on Track and Jesus will assist you and guide you back to the place where you left off!
Then enemy will use family, friends, Facebook comments, work, children, anything and everything to try and get you to fall..But Remember when the enemy comes at you Jesus has a counter attack waiting and you Always have a way out!
I lived in fear of the enemy for so long, to long.. because I never realized that I had Power within me to tread on the enemy because Jesus has given us power to do so.
So stand tall and do not hide away in Fear and in the darkest of moments all you have to do is cry out the name JESUS and the darkness will fade away!!
You are a Conqueror, Warrior , Victorious, and Your Strength is Supernatural through Jesus!
You Got this because Jesus said that you will NEVER Face a Battle Alone!
So keep on doing whatever you are doing because you have the enemy running scared:)
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Never Be Lonely Again

My Love,
When all else seems to fade away, when all friends seem to disappear I will still be your constant that will never leave. In your loneliness cry out to me and I will give you the comfort that you are searching for.
Precious Child You allow loneliness to plaque you as a disease plagues the body. Loneliness becomes your main focus and so you search out temporal things to fulfill the loneliness which in the end, leaves you even more lonely than you were before.
Call out to me in your weakness and I will give you the strength that you need to come out of the pit of loneliness and into the my arms of Love, my Love.
 My Child dont you know that I can fulfill your loneliness if you will allow me to. I can give you the Love that you have been searching for if you will receive that which I give, my Love is a fountain that never runs dry. Allow my love to be the antidote to the loneliness that plagues your soul.
I am only all that you allow me to be. I am only as close as you allow me to be. You have to get past your unbelief and doubt and allow My Holy Spirit to saturate you so that you will become One with me: Spirit to Spirit, heart to heart, forever together..I promise to you that I will never part!
Let me be your All in All, your Everything and you will never be Lonely Again!
-Jesus
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You Do Deserve To Be Happy and Loved

Sweet Child of Mine,

I love you with a Love that you can not comprehend. I love you with a love that is far greater than anything you have even known. I love you with a love that gives you  the strength to try one more time. I love you with a love that gives you courage to face any giant in your life and conquer it. I love you with a  Love that gives to you hope to look past your current circumstances and to know the best days are still to come. I love you with a love that looks into your heart and not based on how you feel.

My love will never change no matter what you do or what you do not do. I love you regardless of what you have or have not. I love you the same today as I did yesterday and I will tomorrow. Nothing will cause me to not love you any less or any more than I do right now in this moment in time.

 Blessed One, No matter how you see yourself I call you Beautiful, Sanctified, Redeemed, and Virtuous. You are not who you use to be.. and you are not yet who you will be... but you are exactly who I created you to be. Loving Child, when you look in the mirror you see a face looking back that has endured so many trials and has overcome them and yet you are so tired. Tired of fighting, Tired of just surviving. You are Tired. You wonder within is it always going to be this way and is there really more to life than what you are living. My answer is Yes! There is a life just waiting for you to grab hold of it and live abundantly. You have to ignore your fears and allow my Love to guide you into tomorrow where there is a harvest of Blessings waiting for you to take hold of. 

You have to settle within your spirit that Yes, you do deserve to be happy and Yes, you do deserve to be loved! You have to know that you are Forgiven already and you have to forgive yourself! My love for you is not temporal and is not "only if" it is a Love that is always and forever no matter what! Reach out to me my Beloved, and I will take you in my arms and Love you with a fatherly love and I will hold you until the fears and the worries just melt away! 

Lean on me! Trust in Me! Have Faith in Me! and I will give you Rest.

-Jesus

Love comes with a cost

Love is not free it comes wirh a cost,
It was bought for us,many years ago on the cross.
Jesus died for or sins and for our inequities that is true!
But He chose to be crucified because of His Love for me and for you! MP

Revival = Revive, Revisit, Review, Renewal

If you are wanting a REVIVAL you must REVIVE in you  that which has grown dormant (in your spirit)! You must REVISIT the Truths of old (bible) and you must REVIEW(pray) that which is blocking you from the RENEWAL (holy spirit) of signs and miracles in your life! MP

You do not always have to be the strong one

Precious One,
 I give to you instructions but you do not head my words. You continue to do things in your own strength, out of your own will. This will lead to a breakdown, to you giving up. I am Here! Give to me the heavy load and listen to what I say. I do not instruct you on how to do things out of anything but love! I love you! I want you to live a life full of love, peace, and happiness and not be weighed down by things that are out of your control. I am Here! You have to trust in me enough to know that I will take care of you, I will guide you, I will protect you!
You lay awake at night wondering how your ever going to make ends meet and other things that burden you so. You toss and turn unable to sleep because the stress of it is overwhelming. Dont you  know stress is not from me!  I make a way when there seems to be no way. My undying love for you is the path in the wilderness and the river in the desert. I am the Way and will give unto you life everlasting, I am into Miracles and long for the day to show up in your life in a miraculous way. You have to allow me to, allow me to be God of your circumstances, God of your finances, God of your family, Let me God! You do not become stressed until you take your problems upon yourself to solve and work out, and some of those issues you were never meant to handle, I was, I AM.
Give to me your burdens! Give to me your problems! Give to me whatever causes your heart to be so heavy and I will give you Rest.
 Do I not  care of the birds in the sky, dont you know I love you much more! How much greater I will take care of you if you allow me to! You have had to take care of yourself for so long: trust in yourself, depend on yourself. Since you were a child you had to learn to take care of and protect yourself, In doing so you have found it hard to trust anyone for they will cause you harm. You have to let people into your life, let me into your life!! I will Never leave nor forsake you! I will love and protect you!
Let me take care of you now.  You do not always have to be the strong one....Its time to lay down the shield of protection you have up, time to take a leap of Faith and give to me your heart, your cares, your worries, your fears, your dreams, YOU! I will love you and protect you, I will calm your fears, I will provide for you, I AM yours and You are Mine!

Time to be free and soar high on wings like eagles! Time to let go and let me Be your King, Father, Friend, Let me Be Love!
-Jesus
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Time for Restoration

Blessed Child of Mine,
I am the God of Restoration. I long to restore for you past relationships that have grown cold. I long to restore to you all that which was lost in the days of old.
Restoration is one of the keys to becoming whole in me. To Restore something is to bring back what was..but I am going to do a new thing..I am not going to restore what was.. but yet bring it back to you new and recreated into what I want it to be, how it should be...how it was meant to be.  Because see if I bring back those broken relationships to you the way that they were then the relationships will falter and once more not last, you see.. something was broken there, words were said that caused wounds to be formed. So I am going to bring that relationship back to you whole and healed so that the relationship you will now have.. will be on a firm and strong foundation.
I am going to restore to you..your dreams you had as a child. I am not going to bring back to you the same dreams sweet one, for they were birthed out of  fleshly desires...instead I am going to bring to your heart dreams that will catapult you into that which you have been longing for and these dreams are going to be placed into your spirit so that when the time comes the dreams will be released and come forth.
I am restoring  to you love, not the love you have known, but to you  I am bestowing upon you and within you the  Love of a Father: which gives you authority over the enemy...which creates in you a pure heart. I am going to place this love within the brokenness of your heart and this love, my love, will act like a glue that will mend  together all the pieces of your shattered heart and  will leave out the pieces that were never meant to be there in the first place. You see my child, all the wounding, hurt, and scars on your heart have kept you from believing in and trusting in me.. I will leave out all those pieces,, so that you will be able to receive my love completely and in return that Love will flow from you to others.
I am restoring back to you hope, faith, courage, dignity, LIFE! I am speaking LIFE into your spirit and Hope into your heart. I am breaking off of you all that has hindered your walk with me and your freedom to live your life abundantly: guilt, shame, regrets, anger, fear,doubt, and unbelief.
You will once again Be the Child of God whom I created you to be. Your step will be much lighter, and your Heart will be full of Joy.  You are going to be free to dance, praise, sing, shout, LOVE.
You are Free! You are Redeemed! You are Forgiven! You are Chosen! You are my child, in whom I am so honored to be called Your Father, and Your Friend!
-Jesus

Precious one,
I just want you to know that I love you with an everlasting, never ending love, that surpasses time and space. I am your all in all and I am your friend. I am the one who tells you to just try one more time and I am the one who holds you as you cry. I am Love.
To you I will be your strongest supporter and I will be your sweet peace in times of confusion. To you I will be the father you have always prayed for and never had and I will will be your dearest friend.
For you I will carry you when you need to rest and I will be your strength when you are weak. For you I will honor, protect, guide, and be all that you need for me to be in the specific hour, season you need me to be it.
I am your King, but I call you my friend. I am Jehovah, and I call you my child.
Find in me the Love that you are looking for in all the wrong places. I can be that love and SO much more if you allow me to be. I know that you find it hard to trust again and I understand. But to not trust is to not be free. You place yourself in your own prison with walls of fear. You have to open yourself to trust again and then you will find Love, you will find me. I have always been there but your untrust and unbelief has kept me at a distance. Trust in me. I will never leave you. I will never forsake you. I will  always love you! I will not abandon you! I am Here and will always be here forevermore if you allow me into your deepest part of your heart and allow my love to break the chains of doubt and cause the walls of fear to crumble to the ground. Allow me to heal your wounds that have caused you to hide away in shame. Allow me to be your father who will love you so tenderly, enough for both of us, until you can fully love yourself. Let me Be There.
-Jesus
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Prayer

My Sweet Child,
Do not grow so weary when a prayer that you have prayed to me does not get answered in the timing that you think it should be answered in or is not the answer you think should be. Oh sweet child don't you know I hold your today and tomorrow in the palm of my hand..I see all that will be, all that you can not see. I know what obstacles are to come and so the answer to the prayer you receive is one of careful observation and consideration for not just today but for days to come. I have joined my children together in such a way that the answer I give to prayer not only is for you, but also those that I have placed and will place in your path. One prayer answered can bless the multitude in time.
Trust in me blessed one. I know your heart cries and I know the dreams you have been waiting to come to pass. In time you will understand all the times I held an answer from you or the answer you received was no. It was not No to hurt you, but it was a No because you are not ready yet. I have you in the season of preparation. If I send you out before I know you are ready then you will stumble on your pride. Allow me to mold you and to prune that which will hinder your call for me in the days to come!
Prayer is the key that opens the doors of heaven to my heart and I love to hear you pray. I promise you I will love you, abide in you, protect you, and encourage you as long as the days are spent in prayer and praise. For no greater weapon you can have against the evil forces of this world that Prayer and Praise!
When you pray and stand in the gap for someone, you are putting up a shield of defense around them that no power in Hell can come up against!
Prayer is your lifeline. Prayer is my time to spend with you. Prayer is what I long for from my children so dearly. Prayer and Hunger bring forth Revival.
- Jesus
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God is in Control

No matter what storms you may be facing in your life, no matter  the trials that seem to never end, no matter what the doctor has said, no matter what the bill collectors say, no matter how far the world is drifting further and further from God, no matter  sickness and disease,...
We still serve the one and only Living God and He sits on the throne! He is stil the God of miracles, restoration, peace,love,forgiveness,..
He makes a way when there seems to be no way, He speaks into dry bones to come back to life, He brings forth the light that shines into the darkness, He sets free the ones in bondage, He speaks love to the ones who feel they are not loved, He is our Hope! God is the redeemer, God is the father to the Fatherless! God is Alive! And No power from Hell can stop Him! GOD IS IN CONTROL and He will restore our land!
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Focus on Jesus and Not People!

You do not have to be in church to be a christian!! I know so many amazingly strong christians that stay home and watch service online..they are stronger than some I know that go to church. I also know some that dont go to church and they desperately need that connection! ....see we are all in a different season in our lives and we are  all taught differently by Jesus! We are all different and unigue individuals who are just wanting to love on Jesus and have a close relationship with him...So however God wants you to do this either in church or out of church then do it!! Do not accept the lie from others that you have to be in church to be a Christian!! Your salvation and your walk is between you and Jesus and no one else!!! Focus on Jesus and not people! Be Blessed:)

God has Always Been There!

Oh He does love you so!!! Much more than you can imagine! Hes been there with you always! In the dark times he was holding you and in the days of glory He has been your biggest fan. Always and forever He has always been exactly what you needed for the season you were in: father, friend, counselor, comforter, a shoulder to cry on and a safe harbor. Through it all He has been the one to dry your tears and calm your fears! Forevermore you are His beautiful one in whom he finds much pleasure in calling you His precious child, who is redeemed:)

Sweet Moments of Surrender

My Child,

My beautiful child..my strong and loving Beautiful one. I love you so dearly.
You are my beloved one who has hung on to the truth that I will never leave you nor forsake you. You have been a mighty warrior some days and other days you have been as Esther, crying out for your loved ones freedom. Your prayers have all been in faith and full of love. Even the times you have prayed out of anger for you were hurting so deeply..I love that honesty.
My Love for you is an everlasting, neverending, pure love that I lavish on you daily. And on those days in which you can not feel my love are the days I am holding you so close to me, wrapped you in my arms of protection, for those days are the days your at your rawest form, vulnerable, as a child..in need of a Fatherly embrace. I love those moments. Because your defenses are down. You are honest with me and not trying to hide what you think I can not see or do not know. You trust in me, for you feel you have no where else to turn. You have tried everything and nothing has worked out the way you thought it should. So you return to me as a child returns to their father.
And I take you and hold you in my arms and I allow you to just cry. Yes sweet one I do cherish those moments when you have nothing to prove, nothing to try and be, other than surrendered.
-Jesus
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Seek the Approval of Jesus!

My Beloved,

You are not Alone! You feel like there is no one who cares. You lock yourself away in your surroundings and isolate because you feel whats the point? If you surround yourself with people you will just get hurt again. You have tried so hard to be everything to everyone that you are now depleted of strength. You feel as though you are giving so much and gaining nothing in return. So you settle for just being alone, even though you dislike to be alone.
You are trying so hard and coming up against a brick wall everytime....because you are seeking approval from others and and not me. You are trying to please others and not seeking what to do to please me and so you are running on empty.
The reason that you seek to please others so much is because you seek the gratification of Praise to make you feel worthy and when you do not get that gratification in return you feel empty. If you were serving others and not seeking to please other, then you would feel peace.
Your worth can only be found in me and I say you are worth far more than gold. Your beauty is far more beautiful than the most colourful sunset that I have painted in the sky. Your pure love is that which I compare to a new born babies cry.
Seek out these things that I say that you are instead of the approval from others. In doing so you allow me to love you and strengthen your spirit.
Fear has no place where love abides.
You are my beloved, in whom I find much pleasure when you are at peace and call to me for gratification of your worth!
-Jesus
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Rest in Me

My Blessed Child,

In the midnight hour I hear your cry. You cry for peace and freedom for those that you love. You cry for the chaos to be broken. You cry for all the words that have been left unspoken. You cry for your loved ones to be able to see what they are doing to themselves. You cry for just one minuet of peace from the madness all around. You cry for understanding about why your love one is living the life they are..a life that brings  you such pain and leaves your family in such turmoil. You cry and cry and cry but you never cry out to me.
Cry out to me..for I  want to give to you the peace that passes all understanding. I want to carry that burden you have been carrying so long on your own that you are now broken. I want yo mend your brokness. Allow me to comfort you and dry your tears. Allow me within your heart so that  I can do a deep healing and restore that which was lost.
Dont you know I have sent angels  out already in protection over your loved  one. I am with them with every tear they cry and I am protecting  them at times  even from themselves.
Give to me the burden you are carrying for your loved one....trust me with them...Allow me to be God in their life no matter how dark it may be I am still the light that shines within them..no matter how bleak that light might be right now...I am there!
So rest in me precious child.  Lean on me and I will carry you until once again you have the strength to stand. Allow my love to be your guide. Its time to say you are finish carrying their cross and you will now live your life free from shame, guilt, condemnation,and hopelessness. Because I have broken off all that will hender your freedom to live a life full of love. You are free my beautiful one! Now  all you have to do us receive and believe that which I have bound. Forever you are my beloved in whom I adore! Trust in me! Abide in me! One day at a time is all you have to do. Rest now..rest in me.
-Jesus

To the Parent of an Addict

I see alot of parents crying out for their children. I can tell you that the Jesus you taught them about as children is still within them today. I dont care how far off the path they may be..Jesus NEVER leaves nor forsakes us!! I have 10 years sober from Meth , Crack. well any drug at one point I could get my hands on. I was even a prostitute walking the streets. I was raised in a christian home and went to church every time doors were open. I gave my life to Jesus when I was 8...many years later I was a prostitute on the street addicted to drugs...you think God left me?? No He did not!! One night I was sick and tired of it all and cried out to the Jesus of my childhood and he heard me! He was still with me! He never left me! No matter what people may say Jesus is still with your child in their hearts!! From that night on I became clean and started the path of living for Jesus and free from addiction. 
There is hope! There is always hope! No matter how bleak you feel it is right now for your child..There is Hope!! Every prayer, every tear God hears and in time..in Gods time not ours..your child will find their way back..in their own way with Jesus as their guide!
I too have lost loved ones to addiction so I understand the anger! My father died 4 years ago from alcohol, my oldest brother died at 20 from drugs and alcohol..so I understand and get the frustration, desperation and anger that goes along with loved ones being addicted! But I to hold on to the fact they are Gods child too and God has them covered, even if seems hopeless right now He has them covered!!

Process

So what if you try something and fail?? Did you step out of your comfort box?? Maybe the thing you were trying out of Faith isnt what God was trying to teach you...Maybe He was just trying to teach you to take the first step into the unknown. Sometimes we focus to much on the result that we lose focus of what we have learned in the process.

Be You!

You were created to be exactly who you are! When you try to be someone else is when you will no longer have peace but will have turmoil because you were never meant to be in their shoes! Be the Amazing, talented, loving You that You are! You are enough! You are unique! You are Special! You are a child of the King! Just be You!!

Desert Land

Are you in a place in your life and you have absolutely no idea what is going on? Why things are happening the way they are? Nothing makes sense..what once made sense no longer does? But still in the midst of unknowing you still know for whatever reason you are right where God wants you to be..no matter how lonely, uncomfortable, and blind to whats going on you are....you are exactly where you are suppose to be right now in this moment in time!
I can totaly relate and I am right there with you in this season!
Maybe God is using  ..keeping you blind to whats going on.. so that you can not over think it and you Have to TRUST in God! God will never bring you into the desert without a teaching to be learned! And He will never ever leave you alone to face the darkness.
Maybe your in a season like Job. Being tested so harshly at times  you wonder if you will survive. So that in the testing you will grow stronger in Faith and turn your ear to even your family if they tell you to give up and do something else. And  also to see if you wil lose your faith  and give up and return to a life you knew before Jesus.
Whatever the reason your in this season, Jesus would never have you in this season if you were not going to prevail and come out of this season stronger, and closer to Jesus than ever before!
Oh How Jesus loves us So much to not leave us as we are but to continue to mold and prune us so that we become free of years of hurt and woundings. So that all the baggage we have carried all our lives will be released. We will be truly free without fear and doubt. We will be able to spread our wings and be all that God has created us to be!

Knowing what Addiction Is

You can have all the book knowledge there is about addiction. You can have every degree under the sun there is to have about addiction. You can have family members, friends, and people you know that are addicted to something. But if you have never felt the pain, loss of control, emptiness, darkness, hopelessness, and despair that goes along with addiction then you will never ever know what addiction truly is.
I say this because so many try to define addiction and so many try to say they know what it is. And yes I agree that God gives knowledge to people about addiction and I know how it is to have loved ones addicted and you are wrapped up in their addiction to. But to say you know what addiction truly is you would have to have been or are addicted.
I would never try to say I know about cancer because I have never had cancer. I know what I learned in school about it and I know what I read about it. But to say I know what cancer is I can not.
This is why sharing your testimony is so vital! People need to hear what you have been through and what God has miraculously done in your life. They need to know its real, all of it. People read and hear so much about addiction but to hear it from someone who has been there and knows is much more powerful!

Redeemed

I do not like to see and hear people who have never been addicted passing judgment on others. I have had said to me "just stop" or "you only love yourself because if you cared anything about others you would quit using"...God knows how many times I  tried to quit using drugs when I was on them and God knows how many times when I was sober I would just lock myself in a room and cry because I hated who I was and I hated the drugs even more!! I was not purposely trying to hurt anyone. My heart was pure but the drugs had taken complete control of who I was. The drugs had become so much stronger than my will. I attempted suicide numerous times because my life was not mine anymore and the only way out I knew to stop this evil addiction was death.
So when I look at someone whom I know is addicted my heart breaks for them because I know the intense battle between good and evil that is going on with them!
I did not go to a rehab to become clean ten years ago. I tried but was denied due to money. I became clean by prayer and by divine intervention. I did not become clean instantaneously but took years to completely have my mind back and for the evil addiction to be released from me. I was released spiritually from it when God stepped in, but I was holding on so tightly to the addiction and the  life I knew because it had become so tightly wrapped into my very core that to let it go scared me. I did not know who I was without the drugs and all that went with it. My very identity was the drugs and my actions. So to give it up would mean giving up who I was and that scared me.
It was not until I was able to embrace and receive the Love and forgiveness from Jesus that  I was able to begin healing and  then I was able slowly to let go of the life I had known, let go of the false identity placed on me.
One by one the different false identities became to fade away until the only identity that remained was Daughter of the King.. and one by one the lies I believed from  the enemy for so long about who I was..was replaced with the Truth of who Jesus says I am and that is Redeemed!

I Do Not Know

I do not know how certain needs are going to be met..but I know that they will be!
I do not know how certain prayers will be answered...but I know that they will be answered!
I do not know how the dreams in my heart will come to be..but I know that they will!
I do not know who God has for me as a partner on this journey..but i know there is someone and we will meet in Gods timing!
I do not know how my children's journey will be..but i know God is in the them and with them always!!
The only thing I know for certain is that I do not know so much...but I do know, trust, and Have Faith in the One who does know! Sweet Jesus! And that is all I need to know!!

God is positioning you to be a Blessing!

Where God wants you to be may not make sense to you..but thats ok..because God can see the big picture about what is, what was, and what will be! He is positioning you to be a Blessing to someone else  and in doing so you are being set free from your own insecurities, fear, and doubt! Hope will once more be alive within you and will flow out to others! Trust is the key:)
Be Blessed!!

Jesus is still into Miracles!!

When my mom was 6 months pregnant with me she went to ER with severe stomach pain. She was diagnosed with sepsis from her Gallbladder being infected. They went in and did surgery on her lifting me in the womb up and cleaned all around cause Sepsis was in her stomach and they removed her gallbladder. They were afraid she or I would not make it. My mom ended up going into labor from this trauma and I was born 3 months early with a lung that was not developed and my other lung was weak. The doctors took me straight by ambulance to children's hospital an hour away. They didn't think I would survive cause it was 1980 and I was born 3 months early with a lung disease and a lung not developed. Well my grandfather was a preacher and so he  and some other preachers gathered around my incubator and prayed a prayer of Healing. The following days the doctors did another xray of my lungs and my lung that was drawn up like a fist had miraculously developed into a healthy lung.
Since birth the enemy has tried to take me out but every time Jesus stands up and says "This one is Mine!"
Jesus is still the Jesus of Miracles and He loves you so much! NO matter what doctor report you are given, Jesus has that last word! So don't give up or give in Just Pray and Have just an ounce of Faith and let Jesus do the rest!!