Fire of Love, Quake of Freedom!

Freedom!!!! Freedom!!! Those that are bound will be free! Those that have been in chains will be loosed! Those that are prisoner by darkness God is opening the doors of your prison with the keys of righteousness and your are Free!

No power in Hell can come against who God  ordains and win! Who God sets free is free indeed! 

A great awakening! A great shaking is coming forth' as all the prison doors are open and all the chains fall to the floor there will be a mighty shaking! 

A holy quake! 

A freedom fire will break loose and all that has kept you prisoner will be burned! All the lies of the enemy, all that Kept you distracted from moving forward, all the years of torment all

Of it is being burned and no more! 

Freedom! You are free! 

Free from the pain! Free from the lies! Free from the torment! Free from the enemy! Free from your past! Free!!'

MP

Child of Miracles

My Child of Miracles, 

You  are starting  on a journey that only you can take, a journey of adventure and a journey full of the harvest and there will be attacks but you are surrounded by such a  cloud of witnesses that at nothing can come close to you because it has to come through me first.

You are starting the new chapter in your life with fresh anointing, a mantle has been placed upon you.. My power that has been  placed within is about to open up and like a rushing water, this will flow through you onto others and they will be free, and healed.

When you open your mouth to speak I will speak through you and the words I will say will be fast like lightening and loud like thunder because I am raging a War against the dark forces and Nothing will stop me from freeing my Children who have been in bondage and imprisoned to long by the darkness. I say No more! 

It is Time and you my amazing Child, You are the vessel I have chosen in which to start a fire! A mighty, strong fire that will burn out of control and will engulf this land!! This is a Holy Ghost fire!

Oh I have waited so long for this season to be! I have waited so long for you to let it all go, ignore the enemy, deny your flesh and totally surrender onto me, onto the call I have on your life and now that you have... Flood gates will open! 

Be bold and of Supernatural Courage! The shift is complete, the watch,an have sounded, spread those spiritual wings, and soar! 

It is Time, My love, It is Time!

-God

MP

(10/29/2015)

Look Past the Crowd

You cannot base who you are inChrist through the eyes of someone else! 

I did this for so many years and always ended up broken! 

Took a lot of growing up and release for me to finally be able to look past the crowd and unto Abba! 

MP

My Place

I have prayed for so many years to get my story out there because I know God will speak His love to those in bondage. Oh and He has. I shared a different version of my love story on FB recently and I have had so many precious ones message me and tell me their story saying that they never told anyone out of shame but wanted to tell me. 

That right there makes it all worth it! All of the pain and lonliness is nothing now, so small, compared to the peace and love I feel for these that God has entrusted to me and I love them dearly!!!

I struggled for so long to find my place and my place is with the sinners, rejects and outcasts and I love it because that is where the Harvest is and that is where God raises His kings and Queens from! 

They just need love and Hope and to know they are not alone and this allows the seed of life, of God, that has withered for so long.. It comes back to life with love! 

Love them to Jesus!!

MP

God Is The Giver and The Taker

God never takes someone from us without bringing someone to us!

God  never unplants us without replanting elsewhere!

God never takes something out of us without putting something in us. 

He is the giver and the taker but he gives as He takes and He takes so that He can give us better, healed life that aligns up with His calling on our lives. MP

Sex Trafficking

I was a victim of sex trafficking over 11 years ago. I was addicted to drugs and one thing led to another and before I knew it I was working in spas and then got deeper into the web and I was escorting then being pimped and walking streets.  

I was lost for so long in the darkness and I just gave up and into the pain. 

I was rescued by prayers of loved ones and crying out to God on the floor of a crack house and he met me there! 

The years  that followed were so hard because I was so afraid and I did not dare trust men any man! If I was in a group of people for to long and it was quiet  I would have a panic attack and have to Leave because when I was in the darkness, the people would intentionally get me high and bad things happened or I would be so out of it laying down and things would happen and I would just pretend I was passed out because I didn't have the strength to fight. 

I had to learn to think for myself again and I didnt realize how long it had been since anyone asked me what I wanted instead of deciding for me but it had been so many years. 

There were a few times I returned to the clubs and partying and sex because that was all I knew for so long! 

I am finally able to be independent with my thoughts and actions and don't have to keep asking people "is that ok" before doing something. 

I finally know that I have more to offer this world than my body and I can be around men and not think that's all they want.

I still live in the same town all the destruction and  being a prisoner happened.  I drive on the streets I prostituted on everyday and all I can say is the Grace of God is more powerful than anything the enemy can ever do to us! 

Because of the love of God that I was finally at a place in my life few years ago to receive this love, because to me love was sex and I could not tell the difference. But one day He broke through and I felt love! I have never felt love from a man so I am not sure if this is what it feels like but I know it made me feel powerful like I could do anything and comforted like a child all at same time. 

So the road to redemption and freedom after you have been a prisoner in the drugs and sex trade is a long and painful one, but once you get past all the hurt and woundings  you received and your able to look in the mirror and not cry, that is to me Freedom and Love of God in the purest sense! 

The sext trafficking is a real a detrimental horrific prison of torture that takes the victim and strips them of any kind of dignity, self esteem, self worth, identity,...any and everything that makes us human is taken away and the victim is imprisoned and tortured repeatedly. 

We have to do more so much more than we are doing to help stop these animals that are in control of trafficking innocent, precious lives! 

It takes one flicker of hope to start a blaze of freedom through prayer and raising your voice!MP

My Prayer and My Praise

My Praise may look crazy and when I pray I cry, sometimes sob,

Sometimes I am just fighting and taking back all from me that was robbed.

And other times you may think my tears mean I'm upset or in despair, 

 but the tears I cry are not for me they are for so many, in need of freedom, in need of someone to just fight for them or to just care!

I cry for their healing, for their freedom, 

my tears are my battle cry,

To fight the fight of faith, that break the chains and allow the victims to spread their wings and fly! 

Sometimes the tears are because I feel so close to God and they are tears of Praise and of Honor,

Tears of Love and because He is a Wonderful Father! 

I cry because I am forever grateful for where He has brought me from,

And where He is taking me, and for All He has done!

Mostly when I cry it is because I have no words to say,

So my spirit speaks through my tears, only words that Jesus can hear!

So yes My Praise may be radical and my prayer you may not understand,

But to My father, it is Beautiful, as He holds all my tears in His loving hands.

MP

10/20/15

Love

Love is the answer always! Love allows others to shine brighter than you and What others don't see is God uses you as the flame to ignite their hearts to shine bright! MP

Life is Good

I have to say I am loving this season I am in! My girls are growing so beautifully and I love every minuet of it! Allowing God to transform and reform me is an amazing and healing process. Getting to see my mother and grandmother daily and having my girls be able to love them and learn from them is priceless.

My job I absolutely adore! 

So yea this season in my life I am quite at peace with and could not ask for more than the Blessings and love I feel daily and the satisfaction.

When you are aligned on the right path with the Lord you feel this peace that you can not describe and everytime you try to describe it you get this Huge smile on your face;) That's me, So Thankful and so Grateful!!!

MP

Grace is God! Condemnation is Man and Enemy!

Amen!!! Oh Amen!!! Gods Grace is Sufficient! Others may show judgment and condemnation but God loves past our faults and we should do the same! We do not return judgment and condemnation with the same No! We return to them Love and Grace! 

No matter if the person has a leadership role or not in work, church, school it doesn't matter! If they treat you like your past and judge you through their hurt and their flesh and not show you Grace of God then you should still show them Grace! Maybe from a distance but still show them Grace!

They can't help it they are stuck in their own pain and operating out  of their flesh. God may be using you to teach them the error of their ways! 

God knows! Just have trust and believe!  Do not run! Do not quit! Do not dare allow someone to dictate your life by their mistakes! 

Like I said all that matters is God knows!! He is working things out that you know nothing about! So cry if you need cause I know the pain is deep and the hurt is fresh! But don't run! Instead rest in the loving arms of Abba who loves you so deeply with unconditional, pure love! Take it all in prayer to Abba and He will give you peace! You are Redeemed! You are Loved! You are Free!MP

Healing Process

When things in your life feel like they are falling apart.. In these moments God is stripping away all that was never meant to be and putting your life back together the way it should be..the way He created your life to be. 

It is a very painful process but see through the pain there is healing! When you have a physical wound there is pain but as it heals the pain becomes less and less. The same with the pain in spiritual healing. As you heal the pain will become less and less.

Trust in God through this process and He will comfort you and walk beside you and sometimes carry you through when it becomes to much to handle. 

MP

Everlasting Love

Precious One,

 I know, I know  so many things do not make sense and all the wrong that you see all around you weighs heavy on your heart. Your heart is pure and your heart is full of love for others so much that that love causes you heartache when others take you for granted. 

You are my Beautiful one in whom I have invested so much in. When I look at you I see my child, my love, with a heart like a child so full of love and wonder. I have seen your heart break and I have watched as others have  hurt you so. And I cried with you as you have scream into the night, with  your tear drenched face. You have never been alone. I was holding you so tightly and close to me. 

 My Child, You have to trust in me. When things are at peace and when the storm rages you have to trust! I am for you! I am so proud of you! 

One day others will see what I see when I look at you and that is a Courageous, Loving Warrior who has faced the fiery darts and you  have stood strong through it all.  

One day they will see the majestic power of my love flowing through you so heavily that when people look at you they will know you are Chosen. 

I am your Father and you are my love forevermore and always I am fighting for you, with you, beside you and I promise to Never leave you! I love you!

-God

MP

You Are Going To Make It!

You are going to make it! You are going to come through this battle! The pain will end! The tears will stop! You will see the sun shining through again! 

The Giants that have come against you will fall in defeat! The doors that keep shutting will remain shut but a new door, the right door, will open! The chains that bind you will break loose and fall to the ground! Addictions that keep you prisoner will be lifted! 

You will have Hope again! You will be able to love again! You will not be angry forever! You will have faith again! 

I know all of this because I have come through all of this with the Grace and Power of Father God and He can and will do the same and more for you! Just have Faith and Believe and keep pushing through and standing on the Truth that God loves you!You are Not a Mistake! You were created By Love..For Love...To Be Love! You are Not Alone!

So carry on Precious one! The battle will not be forever! I Promise!!MP

Miracles Happen Everyday

To many times we get discouraged when we pray for a miracle and never see it happen. What we fail to see is the miracle has happened but not in the way we think it should have.

Say you pray for financial increase. In your mind you may think increase at work or check out of the blue in the mail. But what you fail to see the miracle has come in the form of; your child getting free lunch at school and so you save money on groceries or gas prices decreased over night, or the bill you usually pay 110.00 for has been decreased to 100.00, or someone at work takes you out to lunch,etc.

Miracles happen everyday! Just look for them in the small things.

I'm not saying God doesn't do big miracles ofcourse He does and those are obvious, it's the little daily miracles that get overseen sometimes.

Be Blessed!

MP

Wreck My Life!

Let the memories, Let  My past ignite in flames,

You hold the match, your in control

I surrender it all unto you I let it all go.

Deliver me , Rescue me, Set me  free

Im ready 

Undo me, wreck my life, 

Until it's no longer everyday a fight to survive. 

Have your way My Lord, until I am  me no more.

Have your way My King, until this Vessel is all that you created me to be!

I am Yours! You are mine!

Once in a lifetime kind of love,

My heart Sweet Jesus you have won.

MP

Storms of Life

Sometimes God allows you to remain in a place of discomfort because He is trying to teach you to trust in Him! Some lessons are better learned while you are in the storm  of life than they can ever be learned when there is peace. Learning what God is trying to teach you while you are in the storm of life will bring you peace!MP

Be You!

You were created by love, for love, to be love! 

You are Beautiful, Courageous, Intelligent, worth fighting for!

You do not need to pretend to be someone else, because the person that you are is Amazing and filled  with so much talent and special gifting from God to be used for God. 

You will become stressed out and burnt out when you try to be who you are not! Trust in the creator who says you are more than enough! 

You are brilliant and you are uniquely put together by His loving hands.

Allow yourself the freedom to be you! And you will never wonder again if you are enough because you will be fee from the stress of pretending! MP

Such a time as this

You are exactly where you are meant to be for such a time as this!! You were made for this! So raise your head and your eyes towards the Heavens and know You are Victorious and you are Not Alone!MP